Brian, I need to talk to you.
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Thread Topic: Brian, I need to talk to you.
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YEA NOT EVEN TO TALK TO ME THAT SHOWS ME HOW MUCH YOU CARE
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then how come evryone in sc cares if i mkill myself
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No one on gtq will :)
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i know how you feel. i should never have made an accoumt on here. you feel mad with rage.
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IM GOING TO SHOW YOU HOW I FEEL
AND BTW I ALMOST FELL OFF A CLIFF IN THE SNOW AND WAT DID U SAY I GOT NEW SHOES WTF -
THATS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO HOW I FEEL
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i got a country guitar so i could start writing you songs
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THESE ARE ALL THE LONG EMAILS I SENT YOU
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As pearls of sadness fall from my eyes, I think about how we used to laugh and love each other. Now I'm really pushing it and I'm about to collapse. I almost die and whats your response, I got new shoes. I don't even know why I'm in this because we used to be unbreakable but now we are already broken. I cant help to know that you have fun with them and nothing with me. But I can't stop feeling something for you even though you hurt me every second.You don't know that your hurting me but I'm already killed and you don't realize it but it's true. I'm barely able to stand near you but I'm bleeding badly and you see but don't care and I ask but you don't listen. I don't even think you care to read this far so why keep writing. *sigh* bye i can't have this pain in my heart wait why am i still typing....ou know some times i feel like life isn't real and that every thing is an illusion and no one realizes it but then wen i think about you its like all those thoughts go away and a space is filled in and then there are butterflies in my stomach and my heart races and i get so exited and i just want to be free and go where i want to go and do what i want to do i want to run freely through an open field and not worry about anything and...and...and be with you not a care in the world just be free...with you...but i'm a lucid dreamer and i can control my dreams but its almost as good as the real thing but in real life i can be with you and feel your hands and be with you but i cant cause there's another one your loving and i hate to see you go. Maybe in another life we will see each other. This is how it goes like a song playing in your head never ending, going on forever and ever, never gonna stop, never gonna stop but it has to be, our destiny. Always rhyming and chiming but only for he but not me going tonight on a Saturday fright of the out of the reapers sight and into the light, on to me and flowing free in a real sight but only to be the one for me but all of their friends will be his only for the shortest time will he be with me out in plain sight will he trick me in his own crooked way with i who is left behind and her to be loved but he is telling a lie for his love pranks are going to get messy and be the worst. Cause there's another one you're loving and I hate to see you go*sigh*I'm sick of it.Goodbye.Nothing lasts forever, for all good things that's true.I'd rather trade it all, while somehow saving you. It must have been the season that threw us out of line. Once I stood so tall, now I'm searching for a sign. You probably don't even think of me but just to fade away i have seen who was to do the deed but now i see it is me who has a heart of stone and that's why i feel the emotion but keep it all inside and never shows but hides in plain sight and is always mistaken to be the least expected only to be the one how prevails but not rewarded and easily deceived for who can i trust but now i know its is gone and only ghosts come and go when they are the only ones who see me but an old crazy wizard who speaks in riddles and plays along but never realizes that he is alone but i once more have been mistaken for the wrong twin and sent to my death because of him the nonreactive one but only to find the loon's prophecy that it is me the child of war with the white tiger but trying to be killed when she comes and so many enemies but it is i who wishes to fly and can never reach her dream even in the night but only to find that i am and have the linchpin in my blood but its my key to the lock in my world and will be victorious and not to find the bones of those who deceived me in this life but will make no sense to those who have not done and told a lie to everyone who cared and the ones who trusted so. This is what i feel like now that you're on go to quiz i feel like taking my ocarina deep into the forest and playing where it echos deep into the heart of the forest. And where i am at true peace with myself. And where I can play any song I want. Where i can be surrounded by tall deep oak. And green leaves like the color of the moss growing mindlessly on the side of a stone. Where I can sit on a tree stump and just meditate. But still have the calmness of the soothing melody of Serenade of water, the stillness of the forest, the chirping of birds, the gentle breeze of a sacred sanctuary, and the quietness of a...well...forest. All the qualities of a forest...I-I-I just feel like being away from everything but not with that feeling of being lost in a forest, but the one that you know your way and you always have a sense of where you are and not feeling like some one is watching or following you, not the creepy feeling. But that feeling that you know everything is okay and no one in the world is watching you,like you have no evil energy near you for a hundred miles, and you have little spots of warm sun shafting in through the dark-green leaves shining on the moss-grass forest floor. But with the small lightning bugs floating around mindlessly and where you that nothing can harm or hurt you. But i guess that is all too wonderful and only to dream about...all the peace...all the green...all the quiet...all the good feeling...can't...be...true....Yea sure i can dream of it but it wont be the same as a real forest...with real things and real forest air and that clean air that seems to be so perfect that i has been cleaned and polishes by the leaves of all the plants with the crisp aroma of the soft deep red roses and their thorns untouched and with all the elements with you where is is only to good to be true...but...i-it...is....with the cool crisp forest air mixed in with the small streams of sun shafting on through the tree top canopy with birds in the loft of the trees...like I said before its all to good to be true. I need to go through the gate of time and play the song of time to go back when she wasn't there and wish you two never met because i have too much pain and can't complain but unfortunately that's just destiny but now i see that it was all a joke and now have to many secrets but have always had them this pain haunts me in my dreams all the time and it hurts when you cry for her but who am i just left behind now and can never get you out of my head like a song that keeps playing but i cant help but to cry and ask why, why am i the one, the one that always dies by enduring it and not getting the praise and just left to cry but that's why i like to walk in the rain so no one knows that i'm crying and this battle that is between me and my own demons... i am loosing...don't let your own demons defeat you is a life lesson from a game but you might think that Zelda is just a game but no its a thing for the smartest people and it takes one to realize that but here they are... it takes time to get a heart, music can make you travel, no matter what mask you wear you'll always be yourself, the world is full of secrets, time is gold, friendship between boy and girl is possible, time is gold, DON'T LET YOUR OWN DEMONS DEFEAT YOU, trust your instincts, always learn new things, everyone has a story to tell, people aren't always who they seem.... i am letting my own demons defeat me...please don't cry please don't cry please don't cry....they will slowly eat me from the inside out and first devour my heart and please don't cry please don't cry please don't cry for i will always be there in your heart from time to time you will think of me but move on quickly but this is cutting me like a knife the sharpest in the universe and haunting me in the night...please don't cry i have tried to many times and don't think i can every time i do every muscle hurts every thing hurts and its like a huge dam of tears breaks in my eyes but they feel like fire on my face compared to the cool rain that beats down and no one can tell that i am crying because my tears mix in with the rain but i feel torn and you feel good with her but its true there's another one your loving and i
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YOU PROBABLY DONT EVEN CARE TO READ THIS NOW
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i read everything but i just could not get on much because my mom was curious about you and didnt like you because she thought you were an online predator.
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Athena just leave him, he's not worth your time.
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the last part is
theres another one your loving and i hate to see you go -
theres the rest
i am fighting to stay alive and am holding on by a thread and my heart is sliced up in a bloody mess and it's been stabbed with a knife but one of yours i just cant leave you and when im back we need to talk and i think that wen i tell u that i wont leave u take advantage and just do things with them and dont care about me and just know that i'll stay with you but ukw next time i see you kiss or get with some one else you will never see or hear from me again i dont even think you care enough to read this and btw i burned all of those acnl pics right now in my fireplace so yea im just killing myself goodbye ill be taking my long leave now i cant say i love you even though i do but if you dont then what good is it to let you know i do... bye -
thats how i truly felt
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