My Official Thread.~
- Locked by Dark22978 on Jan 21, '17 10:54pmReason: owner's request
Thread Topic: My Official Thread.~
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i swear
my friends are pissing me off
this is why i want to be alone -
maybe i should let go of a 1/3 of my anger into that poem
"sippy cup"
that's what ill call it
for a personal reason -
i know this is terrible
you didn't want me to
but it is necessary
keeping all of this in is like a hassle
but it is something you don't have to deal with
but keeping it in brings pain
but pain becomes my pleasure
is it bad that stings turn to sweet slobbery kisses
and kisses turn to acid that run through the roots of me?
whatever ridiculous and nonsensical tangents i am fueled with to run off of
i am just
tearing
shredding
and nobody seems to be the pins that are frickly at first
but rip through my skin and pull me back together
not at the moment
not in any universe
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mom wtf
y r u exposing this 2 ur poor julio
oh i also made this up :
o julio o julio
wherefore art though julio?? -
hMmmmmmm?
beautiful julio
gorgeous -
oh my god
she is a comedic genius
like
i can't anymore
i am d Y I N G -
discordant.me
the little rainbow was yet to suffer
when the mist was due and the match was completely dead
i can't even bare to try to rewrite it anymore
it's just completely f---ing gone
i literally can't f---ing do this s--- anymore
it's been dOING THIS ALL DAY
ALL WEEK
AND YET THE STUPID MORON CAN'T FINALLY FINISH UPDATING OR FIXING OR WHATEVER
JESUS -
what
that makes no sense
haha
h a h a
this is nothing about you
so don't involve yourself into it
say something
because you damn well went soft when i approached you
knowing that somehow i would have f---ing outlawed you
discriminating me from everyone
get your little b---- boy to do your work for you
but it's over
we had our quarrels
we rambled
we argued
we had terrible times that sometimes we lifted
but this one is stuck between deep bridges
we had to let it go
it isn't there anymore
it never will
we will never connect anymore
but only unite with deep hatred
and my hatred is furious
and if you think you somehow could affect me with your stupid responses
you're such a little imbecile
haha
anyways -
"im not a person"
for letting myself be angry
"im not a person"
for revealing the truth
but what truth?
maybe they did care about you
but my easy skepticism said otherwise
they didn't give a s---
and now that ive seen them against me
i was probably right
that penetrating voice in my head
and they clearly said they couldn't help or give much crap about people anyways
so it was for my best to f---ing detach myself
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child?
what age distinction differentiates me and you?
you're like in the 9th grade and im crawling to the hell that you approached to recently before me, you uttering buffoon
so basically we're all infants
calling me a child for having anger and frustration is literally the dumbest insult I've ever came across
just seriously
saying that is pretty self-explanatory on how borderline retarded that is
"trying to talk to my peeps"
lol
you didn't even [i]acknowledge them or talk to them but now you decide to, um?
UM
UMMMMMM
UM
yeahhh
no
not buying that fake cheap rhetoric
not for 25 cents
not for a donut
not even cheezits -
mannn
can't believe i am allowed to stay up this late
eh
i guess my mom just gave up
she never checks my room at night
i'll stay up until whenever i get sleepy
im feeling a pang of fatigue but it isn't very overwhelming
that strawberry lemonade was most certainly disgusting
it tasted like weird, radioactive (? bwaHAHA) orange juice
the lemon was unfortunately masked and the strawberry was too introduced into the drink
ehhh
gOODNESS
i wish i could cover myself in oil
lay naked
watch cartoons
draw
sip some strawberry lemonade
eat chocolate
..
AND ALSO
BE A LAZY f--- THAT DOESN'T CONTRIBUTE TO SOCIETY
oh wait
cross that off
already complete
but sometimes being lazy is justifiable
like
dude
i just wanna snuggle in bed and watch the tv
giving dissentive opinions on mediocre disney shows -
11:52
the tv still flashes my eyeballs
the room looks blurry
hoping i can get so sleep deprived that pretty illusions and hallucinations hound me during the night
because at night
i get really anxious
like some thoughts i don't normally have like pop up
weird
blizzard
super absurd thoughts -
sometimes it is fun to feel chills down my course
but sometimes
it ain't funny -
blizzard
urghhh
*bizarre -
11:59
almost near the time of "her"
5th period out me in a euphoric relaxing period
we were reading some book by ray bradbury that was so interesting
but she just played the audio version of it as we read the hard copy
but as the guy went on and on, i felt so sleepy
so calm
so
happy
but as she stopped it
i snapped out of this induced state of mind
and sighed -
12:00am
"her"
tracing steps
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