All Things Happy~
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Thread Topic: All Things Happy~
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That's it. I do not want to talk about it right now so that's all I'm saying.
... I went Christmas caroling today.. -
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Really? Don't you think it's a bit early for that? -
Hehe... not at all... it was incredibly fun to drive up to people's houses and sing jingle bells in October.
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XD
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Hehe...
*leans in and pecks your nose* I love you~ -
I love you too, beautiful~
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Shh.. stop.. you shall be the undoing of me if you keep at this.
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But, Savannah. ..
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What?
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Why don't you want me to tell you the truth? I would never lie to you...
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I know... but it really doesn't help when anyone calls me beautiful or perfect or talented or anything... the problem with me is that if I'm not guarded everything goes to my head and I end up making a fool of myself or hurt or... I am just sick to death of having hope and a false confidence that I can be valuable or beautiful or anything nice and admirable just to have it burnt to the ground every time.... I know you are just stating what you believe, and I wouldn't ever want you to do anything different, but as much as you claim you won't ever give your heart out again because you know why, I won't let myself belive I can be valuable... I won't do it anymore... I can't fight this endless battle anymore so I'm giving up... and I can't allow anyone to get inside my head and tell me I'm worth s---. I can't...
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Please...at least when you're talking to me....just give that state of mind a rest...please...Savannah...
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I... I can't... it tears me down... I wish I could let you, an do want to, but I know that if I do I will just fall apart the more you try to build me up..
*sigh * I guess I am just tired.... you might not want to listen to me right now... -
It's okay...I just don't understand what you mean. ..
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