Kalafina's Official Thread (^-^)
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Thread Topic: Kalafina's Official Thread (^-^)
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o not get it...I just dont love- Am I going to say it? Can I say it? I just dont love you, Levi. Im in love with you. She whispered the last sentence quietly, but the expression that lay upon Levis face, told Nessa he heard every word she said. Nessa shed her bitter tears.
She slid to the ground, pulling her aching knees to her stomach, sobbing into the sleeves of her IU hoodie.
Nessa awoke to the curtains drawn, concealing the sunlight. Good, she thought, I do not think I can face the day today. The drinking yesterday brought Hell and served it today. Her head ached, the dizziness overwhelmed her when she stood. The constant feeling of hurling did her no good, but it let her lie in bed, underneath the covers, and free from the blue eyes.
Levi.. She did not want to think about him, about he tried to comfort her, and Nessa swatted him away. Nessa remembers it all. Levi walked in minutes ago, asked if she remembered what occurred last night. Nessa lied. Claimed that she only remembers getting a glass of water in the kitchen, but there was nothing else.
A knock at her door brought her attention back into her room, the pathetic little thing. The room was barely big enough to fit three grown people, let alone a dresser which took most of the area.
Come in. Her voice was hoarse. Her eyes were puffy, tear-streaked, her body hurt, the last thing she needed, nor wanted, was to be visited by anyone.
The door opened, revealing a clean shaven Levi. His white-blonde hair like his mothers styled messy as if on purpose, his eyes sparkled like before, as if last night did not even happen, a blue plaid shirt that matched his eyes, stretched across his chest. Dark fitted jeans engulfed his every curve. In his thin elegant hands held a red bowl with steam flowing at the top.
He stood there casually for a moment before his eyes rested on hers, she felt as if he could read what she was thinking. His eyes had a shine of wonder and curiosity before it disappeared with the normal sparkle.
He started walking closer to Nessa, before setting down the bowl down on her nightstand. Scoot over, dork. He teased, Nessa complied, moving to the right to give more space for Levi.
Levi moved onto her bed, messing up her covers, Nessa made a noise. Levi turned his head to the side, then looked down to the blankets, and laughed.
You are weird, Nessie. He laughed once more, and once more the laugh is like angels singing.
You are too, weirdo. Nessa laughed punching his right arm with her left hand.
He frowned at the place Nessa punched him, for a second Nessa thought she did something wrong, but soon his frown turned into a goofy grin that was too big for his face.
Really, Nessie? I have the upperhand here. Levi claimed smiling.
Nessa returned the smile and nodded, Yes, but doesnt mean I dont know your weak spots.
Sweetheart, I know everything about you. Nessas cheeks grew hot at the mention of sweetheart.
Nessas smiled still stayed, but grew and grew. Levis grin disappeared, and a look of worry replaced the sparkle.
I know that look. And dont you dare.
Should I? I think I should. Dont you? She asked sarcastically.
Um, no! If you try, Ill do this. His hands went to her side and immediately Nessa knew she was in trouble.
Levi! Nessa yelled, but no before his hands started moving around her sides, his fingers digging into her ribs. Laughter, uncontrollable laughter came from Nessa. Which soon brought on a round of snorting. Nessa squirmed and squirmed, but she was still underneath her comforter.
Not getting away, Red! He yelled pressing harder.
Please. Im going to pee! Nessa lied, his hands left her sides in a fast motion. There still was the heat from his hands on her waist. She longed for them to be there again.
Really? Levi raised an eyebrow.
Nope. Nessa replied, exaggerating the p. Before Levi could tickle her again, Nessa jumped off her bed, but completely forgot the hangover she still had. The feeling of puking overwhelmed Nessa, she felt her dinner come up. She could not force it down, and it went up. Levis hands were already around her before she could blink, half carrying her, and pushing her hair out of her face.
Levi led her to the bathroom, where the toilet lay. He set her down carefully, holding her hair back, while Nessa clung to the toilet releasing the very few contents in her stomach. She felt as if someone is stabbing knives into her brain, looking for the answers.
Minutes went by before Nessa stopped. The taste of vomit was in her mouth and was not disappearing for a long time. Her body went limp, and fell against Levi.
That was gross. Im sorry. Nessa apologized, she felt obligated to.
Dont be. You got drunk. It happens. He smiled, putting his head against her shoulder.
Thats not what I mean. Nessa whispered.
Then why?
For last night. I dont only remember going into the kitchen. I remember it it all. And I am really sorry. I shouldnt have said any of it. You are my brother, you are sixteen. Youll have sex. It wasnt my place. Youre my brother. And I have accepted that. Nessa lied and lied, Did I really accept it? Do I believe he will be nothing more? Do I want him to be something more? Yes. Yes. She longs for something more with him, but Levi cannot know that. I should not have said it. I know it wasnt...how can I say this? I just wish that you will forgive-
Her words were cut off by Levis lips pressed against hers. The feeling was way more than she imagined. His lips were soft, and fit perfectly hugging hers. Running his fingers through her hair, how she wished his hands lay on her sides. As if he read her mind he wrapped his hands around her hips and pulled her close, hard. His chest against hers, she felt his heartbeat, beating faster and faster.
Levi pulled away, Nessa almost whimpered, but had to stop herself, both breathed heavily. Foreheads pressed against each other, gazing heavily into each other's eyes. -
Yes I would love you to.
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Alrighty here ya go ^
I just need a picture of you in that thread and you will be one of the 6 people ^^ -
Yes, that story is just...damn. You have a way with words Jozy.
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Aish, I have so many things on my mind.
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Drowning in you
Im drowning in you,
Youve left me without air,
Your eyes bring me deeper,
But I cant seem to care.
Your smile kills me softly,
Takes all that I own,
As I sink into your love,
Im happy Im not alone.
Your beauty mesmerizes me,
Its left me reeling,
If only you could see,
How youve got me feeling.
Im drowning in you,
But it doesnt hurt at all,
Because when were together,
Time slows to a crawl.
Your emotions run deep,
Even when concealed,
So when you need protection,
I will be your shield.
My love for you is endless,
And wont ever disappear,
So Ill let myself sink,
Because my feelings are sincere.
Im drowning in you,
And I dont say that on a whim,
Since I love you most,
I wont try to swim.
Youre all that Ive got,
Youre all that I need,
Im drowning in you,
And Im ready to bleed. -
Done.
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*yawns* I love myself~
Yolo, bout to eat :3 -
Wait you liked the story?
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jozy, i think hes done
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jozy
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Jozy: Ye c:
Is that a surprise? Owo, I always enjoy reading your stories... -
hey kala
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Heyo, Lil. How you feeling today? ^^
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alot better mainly because me and jozy got together :)
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