*sighs deeply*
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Thread Topic: *sighs deeply*
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Okay...
Look.. I really am sorry... -
I am too, because truthfully I did start all of this simply by making things the way they are... *hugs* you forgive me, I will you, okay?
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I don't see what you did that needs forgiveness... but okay. I forgive you. (Don't tell my yet you did something because it doesn't matter. I'm glad we had this argument...)*hugs tightly*
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*hugs back* You'll see one day, you'll see...
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...okay
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*sigh*
Missed the bus again
Parents aren't here to drop me off
I'm sunk
*sigh* I have to call my mom and ask her to drop me off... she is going to be so pissed.
Look. I'm sorry if I can't get on anytime soon.... u can tell my mom is at her breaking point with me missing the bus...
Whatever. I actually like siting in the library for five hours every day after school... -
*curls up in a ball*
I have ten. Minutes.
I'm going to miss first period Damm it.
Mom can't even get off work until eight thirty.
*slams face into wall repetitively*
I hate this.
I hate this all.
Damm it.
Why...
I just want to go back to what used to be.... -
Just screw everything up....
So despicable...
I'm sorry..
I am so sorry.
I'm sorry I had to exist...
Sorry I am such a shifty person..
Sorry Alex is going to beat me for being honest.
I am not being self deceptive. I am not choosing the truth. I am telling the whole truth. -
Been thinking a lot about leaving home.
I've been thinking about it for months now.
Secretly hoping someone will try to abduct me one day so I'll have an excuse as to why I was gone.
Secret hoping some high traumatic happens so no one will blame me.
Secretly hoping one day I just wont be able to take it anymore and I'll just leave.
Secretly hoping I'll get in an car accident or fall out of a tree one day.
Secretly hoping this is all just a dream.
Secretly hoping I could be an a coma.
Secretly hoping.....
Sadly, I am being 100 percent honest when I say those things.
I don't mind pain
I don't mind suffering
I don't mind anything
Just get me out of this prison
I keep saying one of the days I'll be bold enough to try again....
I keep saying I'll be bold enough one day. -
I am broken, and worthless, and lonely, unwanted and used... I am a disgrace to this world...
I feel absolutely worthless and I can't do this anymore.. -
I wish I knew I couldn't hurt anyone by feeling this way...
I don't want to hurt people...
I'd rather keep it all inside and destroy myself then destroy everyone else but I can't... I'm not even strong enough to hid the parts of me that are broken...
This is why I am such a disgrace... I am so selfish and weak minded I hurt everyone when I hurt
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
... just die. Please.... -
I can't hurt you again.... I am sorry... I need to spam my thread until these words are unreachable.
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