*sighs deeply*
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*sigh* Whatever...
Okay, so...She was feeling bad about possibly disappointing her mom again, and I understand that fully, so we came to a compromise, until I turn 18, at least...We're only going to talk once a year, on August 15th...It keeps us apart for long enough that it keeps the chances of her mom finding out very very small, but doesn't completely sever what we have left... -
Sorry...
Oh..... don't you think that isn't enough? Couldn't it be twice a year? Or maybe three times? Idk... it just sounds really drastic... -
... don't ever feel afraid to say something... I'll understand no matter what...
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It's fine
I can deal with it, Savannah, it's better than nothing... -
No it's not... you are still tense..
Don't ever say "'I can deal with it' that is what I do and it's lame. You know what you want, don't avoid it.... -
No I'm not, Savannah...
I would love to talk to her every f---ing day Savannah, but she'd be stressed out and I don't want her to be stressed out like that...It's the best for her, even if that means I don't get what I want. Everyone wants to be a billionaire, but does everyone end up one? No, not even close. So they have to deal with not being a billionaire, or even a millionaire. -
Yes you are...
No. No. No. This isn't about being rich or wanting something. This is about how you still feel for her and what you want. I know it is difficult for her, but sometimes I wonder if you two even try to talk... I'm sorry... sometimes I need to keep my opinion to myself.... it's just... not everyone gets to be an millionaire, but everyone gets to fall in love and love isn't money. You can't take it away or spend it all...it's always there... -
ALEX STOP LYING. Please.... please... just be honestly.... don't hide the broken.. please..
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I'm so sorry if this ends like day of rain.
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.. I need to go..
I'm just f---ing everything up... -
No I am not, trust me...
I was using that as example as wanting something, but knowing you can't have it, and so dealing with it. It would be selfish of me to tell her to still talk to me when it worries her over whether her mom will catch her...
I'm not lying...why do you think I would lie to you of all people? If I were to lie to you, I'd also be lying to myself, and lying to both of us without even realizing it...I'm not lying or hiding anything, I swear... -
No you don't! Don't talk like that, Savannah! Please!
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You are so selfless....
Okay, then, Alex... are you okay? You keep telling me you are but then you do things that make me think otherwise... -
But it's true. I can't ever say what I want to and what I believe because it just f---s everything up and makes everyone hate me. I am an screw up and I can't ever be okay. I'll always have a void in my soul and no one can fix it..
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I'm not, now! If you wouldn't blame every damned thing on yourself maybe I would!
I gtg for a while, only to eat, I'll be back...be here...please...
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