~Crystal's feeling thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Crystal's feeling thread~
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You are my brave girl just promise me for the last time that please don't cut yourself, I know you are hurt but please don't break this promise.... I love you take care...
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I'm crying.
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Why can't I be happy these days?
I was so happy like a few days ago now I'm sad.
Today's day,
I was sad in the morning, I brought scissors to school, in case I felt like cutting. I thought about Alexander, which made me sader.
I got a letter from her, it was nice.
It was Sam's birthday and I talked to her and I somehow felt better after talking to her so the rest of the day went fine.
At home.... My dad scolded me in which it wasn't even my fault and I'm crying now. -
Hey
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Uh..um... Heard from him?
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Was reading this.
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And this.
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No I haven't sorry :-:
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Um..can you send this to him, telling him that I wrote this.
Dear Alexander,
It hurt me a lot yesterday when I found out what you wanted. I don't know what made you do that but it hurt me very very much. I cried myself to sleep yesterday and I sort of cut my hand. Today the whole day at school I was thinking what made you do that. I am really really very hurt. It's okay with me if you don't want me to be with you, I will somehow manage the pain. You want us to be "just friends" wtf this isn't possible okay? So either you love me or you hate me, I don't want you as my friend, do you really think that if you really love me then you can stay "just friends" with me? And most importantly if you love me like that then you wouldn't dare to do this. -
I have to go, so bye for today..
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Dear Alexander, maybe we were not meant to be. Maybe was just like a nightmare which should be forgotten but it's not. It will disturb me throughout my life as I think. Having you in my life was serendipity. I was limerent towards you but you were nefarious. I'm really disturbed and am drowning in solitude.
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I hate this.
See, I again hurt them. I hate the fact that I speak so softly and so many things and I again hurt them.
I'm so sorry momma and dad. -
School: a place which makes every child think that they're inadequate.
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Won't be able to be on much till November 5th because EXAMS.
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