~Crystal's feeling thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Crystal's feeling thread~
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I'm going to post my feelings in this thread.
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4th September, I was really happy in the morning and I ignored those b---- es when I came home mom asked me about S and I had to tell mom that I'm no longer talking to her and then I had to tell mom how s--- ty my life is at school and I mom comforted me and later I broke down, I cried my heart out and I scratched my hands, punched myself (it was dark and I was laying in my bed), mom thought that there are mosquitos in my room and that I was killing them, she came in...
"Are there mosquitos in your room"
me: yes
mom: "beta( it's a hindi term) you can come and sleep in my room"
me: no mom it's okay.
And I realised that she loves and cares for me so much and that she cannot see me in despair. -
At the night I wrote in my copy, I also wrote a poem yesterday and I made a promise to myself that I will be as happy as possible.
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In the morning 5th September, I realised Alexander is okay (yay!) and currently I'm watching England vs. Australia 2nd ODI, Steven Finn (my crush) took a wicket.
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My 'friends' think that I behave as if I am a celebrity, I'm sophisticated, that I'm character less, I'm full of ego and attitude and what not.
They're so jealous of me. -
Am I allowed here?
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Yes, you are.
Feels good after finally talking to Alexander... He made me feel special again.
Talking of special, I realised that Sam is such a special friend of mine, in school all the other 'friends' I have don't like me, misunderstand me or are jealous of me and Sam is the only friend who is not like that, so yeah she's special. -
And you are special for me.
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Awww thanks :)
He said he would be on but he isn't. -
He must be resting.
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I think so.
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What are you doing?
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History homework, talking to you, about to eat something, thinking about tomorrow at school (I'll stay with my group, if you don't mind) and thinking about Alexander....
You? -
Okay, I have to take a shower.
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