~Crystal's feeling thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Crystal's feeling thread~
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That was the best moment I had with any teacher.
But it's all gone, he's forgotten me. -
The sad music is making sadder.
It's actually epiphany. -
Nah, there's nothing to worry. I'll be okay. I've given up cutting myself.
I'm just feeling low.
The crazy part is that it's never going to happen again, that was the first and the last time.
I loved singing so much back now.
I love now also but I've given up singing in public. -
*back then.
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Why?
I don't want to share.
I cried like hell that day, I remember it was 30th June.
It was mathematics test after that day and I wasn't able to concentrate in anything..
That's the day in my life when I've cried the most. -
New page, new topic.
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It's the second last day of 2015.
This year was like a ferris wheel.
You wait all the time to go up and when you finally reach there, it's a beautiful feeling which is so difficult to be described in words it's so ethereal but being there is short lived. You start going down again even when you don't want to but you have to. -
Then there's blood, cuts, tears, depression knocking at you.
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This year had its up and downs. Mostly downs, I almost went into depression.. But I'm not and im never going on that road again.
I realised so many things this year, the harsh reality of life is starting to show up to me. And I'm doing okay.
July, August, September, October and November were the sad very sad months..
December was the best month in the entire year and I wish it never ended. -
All I think is that, every one who is responsible for even one drop of my tears is gonna pay, pay very hard for it.
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Atleast I'm out of being hated. People still hate me but not that much. Thanks to writing is my new bomb.
This year, I've grown a lot.. -
Grown as a person. I'm still focussing on being more confident. Because I have confidence issues.
I can't help my soft voice. -
This year surely I've made a lot of mistakes, big mistakes actually which is surely affecting my life right now.
I'm not really a friendly person..I don't like friends and I don't want friends but I can't stay all by myself at school that would create rumours..so I have friends..
Other wise I'm all good, actually really good by myself. -
I don't want this year to end.
But it will in 1 day.
So let's live in the moment and cherish what we have left...
Bye~
I feel better now btw. -
If I got locked away
And we lost it all today...
Tell me honestly...
Would you still love me the same?
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly
Would you still love me the same?
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