emarsh1999's place.
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Thread Topic: emarsh1999's place.
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*keeps holding* I'm not going to rant like I normally do with everything else. Just be smart okay?
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Why do you act so differently towards me than other? It confuses me, because I never really know how you feel. *yawns as you hold me*
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Well... *sighs* That really goes down to the core of who I am so I'm going to make it abridged.
Naturally I treat girls better than guys, I like helping my friends and I tend to give interest to those who give it to me. Now right now... I'd say there's something uncomfortable that guys get and it changes how they act. -
*sighs*
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For a few minutes get me away from here,
For a few minutes (wipe away) wipe away my tears.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step,
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within -
I can't take another breath,
Please tell me I am not undone.
I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end.
I can't take another step, I cannot live inside my mind,
I can't face another day, I am so f---ing tired. -
You're my little sis Emma. That's why.
*sighs* I really just wish I could be... I don't know. My mind is gone. I feel sad but at this point I think I'm just used to it. I feel so tired when I'm not even sleepy. Like I mentally can't focus but I can't sleep either... -
When it comes down to it and I look inside I see things that kill me. Normally you always hear about looking deep down for courage but.. all I have is me. I look inside and see everything wrong about me, all of the insults I know by heart now. All of the moments I've failed my friends. All of those times I've told people I'm okay. All of these wants to stop and quit. That horrible want to be someone else. *sighs* I think the quote needs revision.
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I think I need a little revision XD. Maybe I need a clear future. Maybe a taste of freedom and a touch of pride and confidence.
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/tackles you from behind your back/
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o.o
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XD Sup?
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Life. You?
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Nothing.
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Cool.
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Cool.
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