Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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THOSE NOSE NUZZLES -
I need to peeeee
Mom better be out of the bathroom.. -
Ohhh I wanna watch this Escaping Polygamy. .3.
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Not even at home rn =u=
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So...how was your HPV vaccination? .5.
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Painless and easier than expected
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"We won't ditch you or you'll get mad about it later."
I was more pissed that you dragged me along and threw all your lovey dovey s--- in my face.. You paid attention to me for five minutes then all of it was focused on your stupid boyfriend. And after about twenty minutes of me getting warm in the sun, you come over, talk to me for a short period, then focus on him again when I'm in mid-sentence.
Next time, just let me stay home.. -
That's harsh. A friend abandoning you for her boyfriend. How selfish. You met her first, she should respect and give attention to ya.
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All I know is, next time we go anywhere, I ain't leaving my room unless there's someone for me to talk to. Three isn't my cup of tea if two-thirds of the group are dating.
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Nothing like some music to make me realize how f---ing awful I am...
s--- I wish I could say that I'm beautiful, that no one can say otherwise, but I know they'd be right. I'm disgusting through and through. And I deserve to be torn apart in every way. -
Momo, you're not awful. There's a fine line between you and awful. You are beautiful, you're not disgusting and I'm sure you know that anything otherwise is wrong. You'd never deserve that. Never. I don't know what makes you think that (besides the music you stated), but not once have I seen you be disgusting nor awful.
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Really? Because I can recall many a time where I've treated you like crap when all you were trying to do was help me, or be nice to me. I do it to my parents, who are doing everything they can to send me to the college I chose and fix my truck, or at least get me something else to drive, so I can get my license. I know I treated Tyler horribly when we were dating and I wish I'd been better, maybe he'd still be with me, or we'd at least be friends. But no. We haven't spoke a word since February, and I feel the need to apologize even though I doubt he'll care for it now. Sure he wasn't the brightest bulb in the box, and he was a smartass, but so am I, and I should've been better towards him considering all the things he did for me.
I know I'm a s---ty person. It's like if I ever receive affection of any kind, I feed off of it for awhile, then throw it all away by acting like a complete ass. Later, I expect that same affection when I don't deserve it at all, and when I don't get it, I explode and act like I don't need it. But in reality, it hurts living without it.. -
Well, I'm used to it, so I guess I can't say I would have noticed it. The thing is, Momo, you've tried. You try as hard as you can. And you told me yourself that even if you're mad at me I can talk to you, that you'd prefer for me to talk to you when you're mad rather than avoid you over something so small. I've been fine with that, and maybe you need to explain to everyone else that you don't mean to be mad at them. Or whatever. I know I'm making 0 sense, but.. Yeah. .-.
You'll always have my affection no matter what. -
No one likes to be around someone who's mad all the time. What hurts is when my old friends joke that I'll get mad about every little thing because they don't know I'm trying to work on myself. When I told my friend to go to the beach with just her boyfriend, she said I'd get mad if she 'ditched' me. But I meant it when I told her I'd be fine if she went without me. And well, if you look a few posts earlier, you'll see how that went.
I really don't deserve it.. -
Explain to her that you didn't want to be ignored. She'll never know you meant that you wanted a fair share of attention if you don't tell her. You get better by explaining things.
So? You're getting it.
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