Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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You were thinking of a romantic relationship. In that aspect, I am happy. I couldn't have a better mate, and being with them one day is one of the few motivations I have to not give up. I just wish that day would come soon...
Families aren't meant to be around each other this much. They begin to hate each other. School and work are my only escapes from my father, but he always has to bring up some bulls---, no matter what. He sits around just looking for things to argue with someone about. I wish I could just spend a week with my mom. Talk to her about everything I feel. -
And if you ever want to exchange family rants, your troubles matter just as much as the next person's. You're free to talk about whatever you want with me.
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Same with me actually ^^
Yeah, families should be balanced. My mom is like that, and recently both parents just bring all their anger out on me. Like it's usually only me. Idk if I am the middle child or not. But I try to just see how they feel. I try to see what's bothering them to the point that they can no longer process what words and actions could hurt others. I realized that everyone is just so upset with how life is currently. So I try to stay away and give everyone their own time. Would you be able to do that? Why can't you spend time with your mom, like asking her to take a walk with you in the park? -
Even when I try to stay away, like being in my room or going to see a friend, my father holds onto every little thing and just brings it up later. I can't count how many times he's b----ed about the same things from when he was a kid, about how bad he had it and that my brother and I shouldn't complain. He doesn't work, he can't work, nor does he want to work, yet he complains about it. If he's working, he's an ass, if he's not working, he's an ass. There's no winning. He complains about not being happy, but he chose that.
As of right now, winter prevents that, and since she's the only one that works, I never have a time where my schedule is open when hers is.. I hardly ever got to spend time with her when I was little because she worked 7am-8pm, then she worked 3 or 4pm-11pm. Now she works 6am-4pm and is either being asked to work more or simply too tired to do anything.
Life needs a good kick in the nuts. -
It sounds like he is the type to just want attention because he feels like he is not worth much. People like that tend to put others down as well. Make sure you learn from it, and when you are of age, you can make your own choices with your family and such.
Keep being patient. A time will come when you two can freely be together and chat. ^^ -
I understand that he may feel that way because of his illnesses and what not, but I'm sick of being treated like s--- because of something none of us can control. I'm 20 years old and he doesn't even acknowledge it. He talks to me like I'm stupid or I don't know anything about the field that I've been studying and wanting to go into since I was a freshman in high school. I despise anyone, family or not, that tries to tell me what I do and don't know. So the day I'm as far away from him as possible will be the best day.
That time can't come soon enough. I need my mate more than ever...
I should really sleep..
I could use some of that.
Thank you again for listening to all this. We've barely spoken to each other yet you went out of your way. It'd be nice to have a regular, "not Mo ranting" conversation with you sometime. -
I undserstand. I really hope you make your future goals. You are your own person, and if you know that you can make it, and you have a plan, things will work out. ^^
I wish you and your significant other the best. I hope you two can be together soon.
Yeah I should too, sleep makes things clear up.
And yup, no problem. ^^ -
I always have a plan. Those plans just never work out the way I want them to. ;~;
I'm going to work on that thing today if I can. Probably after Stats and during Bio.
...And I should stop looking at Shell cosplayers before I die of envy...
so beautiful... ;; -
MMM IMAGINE PAPI MOYA LOOKING LIKE THAT
had to bump this s---, ban me m0dz -
cod damn I wish
how dare you bump my thread without me being here
ugh so triggered aejoaifj -
I'll start dying if I'm on front line today~
If not, then I'll just grin like my favorite little bloodlord -
am i not allowed to express how I feel or..?
I dunno
I dun care
I woke up rather well today
let's see how things unravel -
when your friend believes you can do anything in cosplay
lol but I can't--
I'll always be called "cute" when I want to go for handsome... -
anyways, are you feeling any better?
I skimmed through the precious stages -
I feel okay
Just getting through class this morning
Going to avoid any conversation with certain people at work tonight
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