Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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How fortunate I am to have an ill father...
If I really wanted to end it, I could overdose on whatever he has in that bag. Insulin most likely. -
So they finally moved our emails when they said they were going to in January... Neat.
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today seems like a good day to play games, draw, and not eat~
feel bad for Shar because dad was a dumb--- and didn't tell mom we were out of dog food when she went to the store last night
but I bet he gave her a list of s--- that HE wanted...
doesn't give a flying f--- about what anyone else wants or needs cause he's the biggest baby in this house
love my dad, but the older he gets, the more of an ass he becomes
but once I'm done with Western, I go to State, at least 2-3 hours away
things will be better then, for me anyway.. -
Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada. Mada mada.
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Waga tamashii wa kinkou o motomeru.
...Mada mada.
Naega nugungaleul wihae chungbun haji anhda. -
Symmetra turrets op...
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Aaand the washer stopped working. In the middle of washing pretty much all of our towels because some people think they need more than one big towel to dry themselves.
What more could be added on to the s--- list today? -
human feces?
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that would be gross
the whole downstairs smells like dead washer-- -
and they give up without even bothering to try
knew they would the moment I bothered to say anything
I'm the only one that tries anymore
just like our washing machine that didn't finish what it started...
the damn towels-- -
I knew I was never important
every good thing I've tried to do means absolutely nothing to the people I do it for
and in the end, I'm the only one that even bothers to try to fix anything
"I appreciate you for it" well it's obvious that no one means that either because they sure don't show it
no one else bothers to fix themselves, everything's just my f---ing fault
when I'm actually trying to be nice and patient, I'm taken advantage of and stabbed in the back
people lie to my face and talk s--- about me the moment I slip up, then I'm treated like I haven't been f---ing trying at all
there's also plenty of people that say "I'm here for you" but it seems none of them ever follow up on that either...
of course, there's certain people I'd like to talk to about certain problems, but all of them won't speak a word to me, so I suppose I'm just alone like I have been for as long as I can remember -
...I just want Leo. Literally the only person in the world that I felt important to. The only person that cared no matter what. Gone...
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And no matter how much it hurts, not a single one of these "close friends" cared. Maybe for about 5 minutes, but not at all after that when I was so stressed I had migraines every day for a week.
Truth be told, there's one person that's talked to me almost every day, and it's clear that person is working hard to be better, too. To me anyway... We're the same in that way, I suppose. Just wish it were easy for me to be nice, but it isn't. Every time I am, f---ed over if I slip up even once.
The only true happiness I ever felt is gone forever, so I can never tell anyone that I'm genuinely happy. I can smile and laugh, but at the end of the day, I wish I'd go to sleep and not wake up.. -
I thought he already got the food--
damn it...
hopes up for nothing -
he needs eye bags
he's older now
why the f--- is it so cold..?
maybe if I go to Pikes Peak, I'll die to an Impostor--
that actually sounds kind of gruesome honestly...
I also like keeping my skin, hair, bones, and whatever else in place
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