My Temporary (or possibly permentant) Official Thread
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Thread Topic: My Temporary (or possibly permentant) Official Thread
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*sigh* I am so sorry.... but I can't take this all.... people keep trying to reel me back in but I need to detach their hooks before they dig in too deep.
I love you, I hope you can forgive me one day... -
*sigh* I was hit with serious intervention today..... I can't be on before ten or after six anymore, (so noon and eight pm for you) but I won't be on in that time a lot either, because I have to participate in engaging life things 24/-7. I am not a sure if I am glad that my family wants to hold each other up and is enforcing an "healthy lifestyle" policy, or angry because it will drag me back in and pick me up and all I want to do is crumble and break.
I am going to go take a nap right now though, tonight is the last night I will have to stay up and I want to enjoy it.
Oh, and I swear I won't try anything rash for awhile, I honestly don't think I can under the circumstances....
So, see you sometime soon hopefully -
Azimuth NewbieSavannah, I need you. The real you.
You don't need to wait for that...
I'm sorry I haven't been wise enough to spend my time with you fufillingly...
alright,..
good...
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*sigh* I would have remained a spectator for another hour or so, but I probably won't see much more of you for a very long time so I am going to just appear for the sake of it, hi.
I don't know how long you will have to wait then... everyone says that I am not the real savannah, my best friend, my brother, my mom.... I don't know kw what I am missing though.
Okay, well that isn't really valid since I was seriously contemplating suicide last night again and I doubt you would forgive me if I died, but don't worry, I won't- can't- try that for a long time...
It's okay, I will have a really immaculate schedule now, but if I am careful I can show up around 7-8 ish (for you) and I can still talk to you if you can get on early, but my Internet gets shut off at six (for me) and doesn't turn on until ten because I nave to get eight hours of sleep a night and I am not aloud to fall asleep to my tablet because it damages sleep. :-/ my life is going to be like living in a hospital, oh well, at least my parents will get better, (and maybe me too,)
I didn't get that nap, I just stalked the forums for four hours,
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Azimuth Newbie:-l okay.
your spirit...your energy... All you ever do anymore is worry...
What happens in the future is not definite so it cannot hurt me.
I'm sorry, but I usually won't be able to be on then because like 17:45 is when my mom usually gets home...
Heh... -
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That is too hard to recover....
*sigh*
Oh, well I can be on anywhere in between ten and six. Hopefully I see you every now andthen.
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You couldn't get your thread back, could you?
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Azimuth NewbieBut you can. I know you can.
What?
Yeah...
Attempting to contact GTQ Guy as of now. -
Gerro
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Azimuth Newbiehy.
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Hru?
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Azimuth Newbiegood. yu?
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Good as well. Wassup?
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No, no I can't.... that not was of the Lord and Alex, I haven't been walking with the Lord in months. I don't know how to get back on track... I used to know, but all wisdom has left me.
Nothing, that is just how I can't respond..
Good, you could also try to contact him from the other site he runs if he doesn't answer this one. -
Azimuth NewbieMaking many solar systems XD
I know you can get it back Savannah. Just at least try. try for me.
Oh...
I don't know what other site he runs, so I can't do that. And I think it's a dating site which are supposed to be 18+?
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