Batman's Cave
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Shadow hegehog Newbie*walks in**sees jozy and teloports,to her*are u ok*
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I'm trying. I-I need my inhaler. I can't breathe.....
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No....I'm not....
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Shadow hegehog Newbieis there any thing i could do
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She's gone....I couldn't do anything....what makes you think something good can turn out of this. She's dead, and I needed her...
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im sorry
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Shadow hegehog Newbiecan i help
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my arms....i can no longer touch them. i cant bend them anymore
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I.Need.You.To.Breathe.
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Dear Diane,
I know you won't see this. As I already suspect you are watching over me, shaking your head at my behavior. I am sorry. For everything. That I wasn't there, but I tried my hardest, I wanted to you win them. I know you'll say, "You can't win them all." But I know you can. I know you are strong enough to win every battle, you have, and you should've won this one.
The doctors should've operated, they should've tried harder than Chemo. I didn't need to see you dying all over again, but you did. Why couldn't you have fought harder? For the sake of me, mom, Sky, Nick, Richard, Tony, Charlie, Joey, Eileen, why couldn't you have fought harder? Give it your all. You shouldn't have said goodbye. There is no goodbyes. Goodbyes are forever. Once it's said you never see them. And I wont see you.
I just wish you would understand, I watched it. I saw the life being ripped out of you and dammit Di. you didn't even try. You didn't use your iron will and push it back. Stall it for two damn minutes. Why couldn't have you tried? I just need to know.
Why couldn't you have fought harder? You always said I am strong. Said I would get through it, that you are always with me. That's a bunch of horse s---. If you believe I am so strong, why am I bleeding so bad? Why aren't I already making plans? Why?
Why couldn't you have lasted the year? Why couldn't you have? Mom is not going to change now. It will get far worse. You were her crutch. Her support. Without that she is going to fall, and I'll have to go to another funeral. Wearing all black grieving. Is that how you wanted it? To see me constantly in tears, just the name, will bring it all to surface?
This isn't far! You shouldn't have gone out this way. Ripe old age. To see Sky, Tony, or even Nick married. Not where Nick is living on the streets, Tony is barely sleeping, not where I am sitting here cutting myself to the bone.
Why couldn't you have fought harder? -
Benny, I'm trying. But I'm scared. I'm going to fall.
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I'm here to keep you from falling.
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*hugs* I really wish you were here..
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same.
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I need someone to hold me and tell me its alright
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