Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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The swag NewbieBatty! I have a new boyfriend.he's deeznuts101 his name is brian. be nice.
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Joz...?
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I know who he is. Good for you.
Alex *hugs* I've missed you. -
*hugs back* I did you, too
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The swag NewbieYeah?
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What happened though?
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A lot...A lot that is killing me inside right now, and is making me want to physically die too...I'm already emotionally dead...
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Alex, please. I'll help you in anyway that I can. I just got you back. I can't have you leave again.
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No one can help...I'm sorry but this is ridiculous what I'm going through and honestly it's pointless to try to get through because at the end of this long dark tunnel is just more dark tunnel...
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Nothing is ridiculous really. Think about it, it's like there's not a good side when it comes to war. We all dirty our hands in war. I know you feel that way, but it isn't really like that. With me there was a long dark tunnel that I couldn't escape. But with you, just talking to you brought a little light in the dark tunnel. It may be a long tunnel, but keep traveling, keep moving on. Instead of living in the past, and worrying about the future. Live in the present, Alex. I can't do much, but I'll help. It's up to you really. In the end none of us can stop you, it's you yourself who has to decide that you'll make it. Or let yourself be lost in oblivion.
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You don't understand, I'm already lost...The only reason I'm still even alive right now is hope that this can be fixed but that hope is fading and I don't know how long I can keep the candle burning before there's nothing left to even live for...
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What about me, Alex? I will be there. You know it as much as I do. I will. And I do understand...I will help you finding it. Navigate you through the tunnel that's put many of us on our death bed. I'm pretty damn close on clearing it, now I'll be able to be your GPS and your cheat sheet. But find hope Alex. Where are getting this hope from? That this can be fixed? Don't think that it can be fixed. Think that it will be fixed. That you can fix it. Alex, make a list. Make a list of what you qualify To live for. Keep those things around. There's something. I know there is. If there wasn't. You wouldn't be here.
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The only hope I have is that it will be fixed, but I'm not sure of that, because the most probable outcome to this is that it won't...I know you'll be there but it's like falling over a waterfall...Either you try to save me and end up falling over, yourself, or leave me to fall and save yourself while you know you can...Which one makes more sense?
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The one where I try and save you and end up falling over myself. I won't leave you to do this by yourself. You didn't leave me. I won't leave you. You know damn well I don't. From my past you know it. I didn't go through those things because I didn't love my sister or my mom. I didn't sacrifice myself because I enjoyed the things they did. I cared. And I don't want to see them hurt. That's the same way with you Alex. You either accept that I will be there. Or I will force you to accept I will be there. Either one, I will be there for you. Because I care about you so much. You know that right? And I've said this so many times: If you're going down, I'm going down with ya.
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*sigh* Fine...If you want to be hurt then there's nothing I can do to stop that but trying to help me is only going to hurt...
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