Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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Funny thing about being alone. With me, I'm never alone theoretically. I always have depression, anxiety, insomnia, anorexia, and cutting to keep me company. It may not be the most joyous company. But at least it's company.
Something I can take my mind off. My stomach is killing me, every night, my mom will make dinner. I will always make an excuse not to eat. I tell her I'll eat later, but I never do. My sister took my blade away. She found my stash underneath my Naruto cards. I worked on that stash for years, it was the only thing I could call a friend an actually mean it. Those blades, lighters, safety pins, bobbi pins knew my secrets. They didn't dare tell me everything is going to be alright, because I knew it would be all a lie. And now I only have my pocket knives, laughing at me. Like my blades did when I first used them. But as I continued and continued to put them into use, that laughing was comforting. Who knew that this tiny piece of metal would sooth me in so many ways no one else could. Who knew that I would enjoy seeing my blood drawn. -
Hey
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Many days pasted, and I can still see the mockery of his face. It's in my dreams, knowing that I was the pawn in his little game. Who knew that this would happen? After a while of everything happening, my mom found out. She thought I lied, she said she would believe me! She didn't, she looked disgusted. I couldn't help it, no matter how much I fought off. No matter how scared I was, he didn't stop. I never told my mom about how he still haunts me, even when I'm awake, he still finds his way into my mind. Eating away, trying to make me come back to him. Letting me know that his job isn't finished. No matter how much I try to get away from it, I can't. No one knows what I stay up at night. No one knows. No one knows why I check no one is in the room when I change. No one knows why. I refuse to tell them. I refuse to burden them, and me. I refuse to tell them, and have them shoot me down. I refuse to do it. I refuse.
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*hugs tightly *
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Hey.
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I won't let anyone hurt you anymore....
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Ty *cries* I'm messed up......I'm......
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* hugs tightly. * we all are jozy but your perfect to me nomatter what u think
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But with me, I'm a new race of messed up. I'm f---ed up in the head.
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Well maybe I'm into that hehe
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*sniffs* Just, you barely know my story.
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Jozy I love you deal with it lol
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It's hard.
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Jozy how can I prove,it
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I don't know. I just got back from hockey. My stomach hurts worse than ever!
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