Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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I once had a dream that I would have a family. A family. That my mom, me, Sky, Nick, we would all be a family again. But after tonight, that'll never happen. It won't ever be that way ever again. I won't have a family. i won't have any of that. All I will have is...well I don't know. I don't know what I will have. I don't know. I just know right at this moment. Living is not worth it. Living...living isn't being scared everyday. Living isn't crying yourself to sleep because your brother just laid his hands on you. It's not any of that. And right at this moment, I am not living. I am not living because I live in fear everyday of my brother. Of my mom. I can't deal with it anymore. And I am so scared. I am so f---ing scared. I tried messaging the people that said that they were there for me. But no one answered. I guess they really aren't when I need them. No one is there. It was all empty lies and promises. My arm is still bleeding....there's a bruise forming on my ribs. I can't deal with it. I thought I was out of this life. That things would be happy again. That I would be happy....but no everything went to s---. And I'm still left here, crying and hoping that one day this will change. But will it ever change..? I don't think so. I don't think this hell will ever stop. It won't ever cease its existence. It will continue, and continue until I'm driven mad. Until I'm no longer, just a pile of skin and a bit of blood.
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it's called people have lives of their own and it's Christmas time, they are probably spending time off the internet and using their time wisely with their family and friends for the holidays lol -
Joz, you messaged me at 5 in the morning... I am almost never awake at that hour and when I am its always because I'm not sleeping at all that night...I'm sorry I can't be on 100% of the time but I at least need some sleep....I'm sorry...Had I been awake I would have answered, but I wasn't...
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^lol see
not everyone has to attend to you all the time
they aren't your therapists
they are your friends
they have f---ing lives lol -
Hello
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I'm sorry Alex.
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You don't need to be sorry, just know that if I don't answer, there's a reason (other than that I'm ignoring you or I don't want to help or something)
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I haven't been posting on my thread a lot.
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Bates Motel....wow.
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I'm alone. In the house. For two days.
Nick talked to me.
Said that I have what we agreed upon.
The end of this month.
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aren't you under the custody of only your mom?
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Yep. My mom has custody over me, but she let me live with my brother after I had gotten out of the hospital in the beginning of June.
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Still have a bit more work to do with my hair. -
i was going to say something but my morality
unfortunatelyre-entered my head so nevermind :(
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