Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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So my thread was taken over by newbs. FUUUN.
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cece246 Juniorfineshed *starst walking* wait i can teleport bye ppl *teleports away*
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cece246 Junior*in england*
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These damn double posts....
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cece246 Juniorye i get u ^
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cece246 Junior*humming tune 2 drug in me is u by falling in reverse*
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cece246 JuniorSILVY WHERE R U?
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dark_silversilvy Newbie*teleports beside cece* I don't know if jay hates you
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cece246 JuniorGAH dont scare me like that *PLAYFULLY hits silvy*
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cece246 Juniorima make a thread called bored stiff will u come 2 it silvy?
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dark_silversilvy NewbieYep got nothing else to do
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cece246 Juniordun it
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Can you guys make a thread for yourself? Please.
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My mom had a new boyfriend. We moved in with him, and it was good for a little while. My brother, Nick, had a friend named Devon, and he would come over. Stay the night, stay over after school. He was nice to me and Sky. And it was good. But then he would watch me sleep. I caught him doing it one night when my sister was spending the night at her friends house. He held me down and raped me. He started when I was seven. Then my mom and her boyfriend broke up. She finds another guy, James, and turns out Devon is his nephew. He was over constantly, and it wasn't for Nick. He finally stopped when I was 10 when my mom broke up with James. But he still haunts my dreams. Honestly. I tried telling my older sister, Skylr. But she said it was my fault.....said I brought it on myself.
The catch is, Devon, I live with his Aunt.
My mom found out last year, and claimed me as a liar. She spit in my face, and screamed.
She found out when I was living with her friend Star and Tony. My mom tried to kill herself again. So she went to Valle again. Tony hugged me and let me cry. Later in the week I woke up to him in the middle of the night grabbing my ass. I shifted and he ran into his room. I slept in the living room floor since I didn't have a bed yet. I saw him running. After that, I walked to the bathroom. I was breaking my promise, but I couldn't help it. I grabbed the razor I had, and cut until the porcelain white tub was almost as red as the blood. Since then every time I'm around men, I get scared. I'm afraid of men. Boys. I'm horrified by them. The constant thought of it happening again is always there.
My mom found out about Tony a month ago.
She looked at me, and walked away.
There was disappointment in here eyes.
I shouldn't say, "was".
There still disappointment. Hate. Disgust. All pointed at me. -
I still feel it. Even though I'm not living with that woman anymore. I feel the disappointment running through her, fueling her hate fire. I guess not everyone is supposed to have it easy? To be able to go to your house and not be scared that the man there will hurt you in so many ways. I wish I could have that. To not be constantly broken down, and scrambling for the missing pieces. Random ones here and there. The want to be loved and cared for who I am, who I am really, still gets stronger. Even though there is the few who would do anything to see me smile. I want to not be scared anymore. But I would be wasting my efforts to try and change that. I will always be scared. Fear doesn't go away. I'm not just scared of fear. I'm scared of what Fear can do. How it can twist and turn things, warp them into these awful images that will rot you from the inside out. Fear can do things not even the bravest can stand up to. Fear is capable of things....things that will make your skin jump and run like hell. Fear has done that to me.
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