I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
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Thread Topic: I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
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Do you want a helpline number?
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Otaku, you told me to be strong when I am not. You told me this last night. I tried to be strong. I still am trying. But please....please...don't hurt yourself.
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No... I don't... I can do this on my own... I can..
I-I know I did... but I'm not strong at all... -
No, please....please....I am begging you. Please don't. Heaven doesn't need another angel.
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I won't.. for now.. I'm trying as hard as I can I swear..
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Remember what we were talking about last night?
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Yeah..
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Remember the tape that he left me?
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Y-yeah..
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Yeah wrote three poems but he said them. These are it:
You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
Youre my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I'm with you time flies by fast.
It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you morA soft whisper from your lips, a gentle kiss.
Is it too much to ask for this?
To lay my head against your chest,
to feel your arms around me
In my dreams are all things I can see.
Hearing you say my name, touch my face, stroke my hair.
Being without this forever I can not bare!
Feeling our hearts becoming one as was meant to be.
I know what I feel is destiny.
e than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don't want it to be any other way.
The things I've done, I can't explain.
I know because I know it hurts and causes pain.
I can't say I didn't know what I was doing.
I don't know what I was thinking or what I was proving.
We had a special love but I threw it all away.
I regret what I've done every second of the day.
If I could change the past believe me I would.
I would take away all the pain, if only I could.
So, now, all I can ask for is one last try
I'll love you until the day I die.
There was this one last thing he said.
" Roses are red
Violets are blue
When I said I love you
It was true
I love you with my heart soul and death. -
Why can't you tell someone/why don't you want to tell someone?
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*nods softly* ..
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Really why don't you?
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Because...
I'm one of those people who hate relying on others to take care of their problems.. -
I hate that too. I hate owing people.
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