Cody's Thread
Thread Topic: Cody's Thread
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Ah, too much thinking. I see. Well, I think too- Not as much as I've seen you think.
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Everybody thinks. Plants may think, this phone I'm using may think, the earth, the air we breathe, the body we occupy may have a way of thinking itself.
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(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me.)
(Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
I was just calling to see how you were doing.
You sounded really uptight last night.
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
You know I love you, and...
Take care honey
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
See ya. Bye bye)
I have to block out thoughts of you so I dont lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Im alone
Playing movies in my head that make a p---o feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
Im sober now for three whole months its one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wont touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So Ill drive so f---ing far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling, Make it go away!
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, How can you do this to me?
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
For you
For you
For you
[Children voices:]
If you're sleeping are you dreaming,
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me
[Girl:] Hey, Justin! [12x] -
Ehhh- Perhaps.
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Yep.
About the only time I find myself not thinking very very much at a time is when I'm listening to music. Haha. Then again-that's not always. -
Hiyo
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Hey
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I
Just
Want
To
Bash
My
f---ing
Head
Through
The
Bloody
Wall! -
When all you got are broken dreams
Just need a second chance
And everything you want to be
Gets taken from your hands
We hold on to each other
All we have is all we need
'Cause one way or another
We always make it you and me
This life could almost kill ya
When youre trying to survive
Its good to be here with ya
And its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
I was lost and I was gone
I was almost dead inside
You and me against the world
Its a beautiful night
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Driving down this highway
Soaking up the sun
Got miles to go before we get home
And the journeys just begun
We hold on to each other
You are everything I need
You feel like forever
Youre the second chance for me
This life could almost kill ya
When youre trying to survive
Its good to be here with ya
And its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
I was lost and I was gone
I was almost dead inside
You and me against the world
Its a beautiful night
Its good to be alive
Its beautiful night
Yeah, its all right
Its good to be alive
This life could almost kill ya
When youre trying to survive
Its good to be here with ya
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
And its good to be alive
Its good to be alive
I was lost and I was gone
I was almost dead inside
You and me against the world
Its a beautiful night
Its good to be alive
Its beautiful night
Yeah, its all right
Its good to be alive -
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1:04
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Taco Account number 7
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Hmm.
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Yes?
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Nothing
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