Thread for Dark and Andi
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Thread Topic: Thread for Dark and Andi
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Ice? Hot water. Anything that won't potentially cut you open/make you bleed would be nice.
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neeeh ;w; You left again.. I'm sorry I'm no help.
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Sorry, I was showering.
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I noticed.
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Are you speaking about me in your other thread?
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Yeah. Yeah I am. Sort of.
I gotta face it, you like everyone else other than me. I have no one to like but you, I've never claimed to like anyone apart from Jared who doesn't really count, but you.. You have so many crushes. And you could do so better than me. And I wish you would just leave me, or hate me, or something. I can't wait. I can't wait any longer. I thought maybe we would get back after Kevwhatever because you said he was just a part of the break. I gave you months. But now I'm being told I have to wait years and I KNOW someone else will catch your eye before that. f---, your crush is talking about you and you're not catching on. Plus, you could ask anyone out and I'm sure they'd make you happy. It's killing me how you say that you could date people and yet I have to wait. It really is. -
f---, I feel like I bother you. You never enter my threads. You enter Lillian's and Momo's and Ollie's but if I make a thread it's ignored. And I have to bump this thread to get it noticed yet their threads are always seen. I hate it. I want you to tell me I'm boring and you don't like me as much as you claim because I know that's the case. I shouldn't be struggling to get you to say hi to me. I don't want to force you. I want the truth.
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I didn't want to say this while you're still down, and I'm sorry I just did. I shouldn't have said anything.
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I never said you couldn't date other people. It's not just a break for me, it's one for you, too. Because I don't want you dating me when I'm gonna abuse you and s---. And I don't both you because you have other friends, Dark. I love you, but yeah, I'm trying to figure out what exactly that means still.
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I'm going to say it, I don't care if Lillian didn't want me to. God f---ing dammit, Andi, Lillian likes you. Your very own crush likes you. It's not fair. You have a crush that likes you and you aren't noticing.
I know you didn't. But I don't WANT anyone else. No one else WANTS me. That's why I've been asking, trying to see why we can't just be together. You can date everyone else knowing you're abusive but you can't date me? It bothers me! I don't care if you hurt me! You can't hurt me any more than I've already been hurt, okay? You're hurting me right now hiding from me like this saying "break it's a break" and all of this. I want to help you. I want to get through your abusive side with you. I don't like being friend status. I don't like being told I'm loved but I have to wait. Why haven't you told anyone else "I'm sorry but I'm a bit of a b----"? Is it only me?
I want to talk to you, though, idiot. I want to talk to everyone. You're the ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T POST AND IT SUCKS. Okay? I posted that in caps to get that point across. Yeah, you aren't an idiot. I'm just this frustrated.
I wish you'd find out soon. -
Just hate me, please. I can't do this. Just hate me. So I can go away and stop hurting everyone I care for, including you.
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They said they don't already, and, regardless, she has a boyfriend.
Because I take advantage of YOU. I don't mean to, but I do. I don't want to be with you until I can treat you how you deserve to be treated. And that's like a f---ing princess. Maybe it's going to take me a long time. Maybe not. I dunno. You don't have to wait for me. You shouldn't.
Ahhhh but I get distracted
I love you though, okay? -
Want f---ing proof it's you? I will shove it in your flipping face. So you can be all giggly and excited because I can't do that for you.
I want that. Dear lord I want to be taken advantage of. You don't know how much of a masochist I am. I love getting hurt and no one wants to recognize that fact. You all treat me like I'm a fragile little doll that no one can insult. I take those insults with pride. I love them. I like being useful, I like being used. None of you get it. I would have left you if I didn't like the way you treated me the first time. I would have stayed away. I don't stick around people I don't care for. I already have everything I want, okay? I am a mother f---ing happy little dips--- drama queen sitting on my chair. I have everything. I don't need anything else but the person I love who is taunting me like this. The last thing this queen wants is you. And to make you happy. I don't get why you don't see that. You could drop your books in front of me like those blond rich girls in the movies and order me to pick it up and I'd love to do it. I'm gonna wait no matter how hard it's hurting me because you're the first person I've loved.
by everyone else. I know.
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Sure.
Fine. Want me to hate you? Can't do that. But I can say I'm not sure if I love you, and I'd rather be friends. -
I'll email it to you.
Then please don't say I love you. That hurts worse. To know I love you and you're not even sure..
Will you pay more attention to me than you do if we're friends or will it be the same stupid thing and I'll have to bump this thread a million times for two replies?
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