My New Thread
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Thread Topic: My New Thread
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CamilaFan1997 NewbieWhat's up, Blue-J?
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Pretty good here! :3 It's been a while since we last talked.
Nothing much xP Just goofing around. You? -
CamilaFan1997 NewbiePlaying Madden and listening to music.
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I knooooow right? Lol. How's the popcorn in not going to tell you my address lane? XD
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What song are you listening to?
Pretty decent *throws popcorn* I like your profile picture -
CamilaFan1997 NewbieSavage by Lights.
I didn't know Josh Dunn helped on the drums for this song :) -
Thanks. I like yours.
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I need to listen to that song then :P
Thank you. I had to change it back. I like this one better ^w^ -
CamilaFan1997 NewbieListen to lights. Period :3
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^_^
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Alrighty, will do! :D
So, how's school for you Raven? -
Yesh: D
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It's just school. Only good thing about it is choir.
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Vent
Part One
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I need to get this off my chest. So, I'm going to try to. Trigger warning for every possible thing you can think of I guess, if you are stalking my thread.
I talked to Panda about me worrying. I mean, I do have validation, but I will worry over the smallest things, but some things I worry about and I can't stop. He just said stop worrying about it. He said, I was the only one who can break the cycle. I want to, but I honestly don't know how. Like, where would I even start?
And then, I start think everything I've done in the past and start to question things. And no, this isn't because of Panda. I will have these spouts where I feel depressed, and then I feel nothing. Like, no emotion whatsoever. I had a moment like this, and my parents called me cold-hearted. Honestly, I feel like I'm selfish and mean. I hate being this way. I don't want to vent to anyone anymore because I feel like a burden to them. I know people say they are there for me, but I guess this one primarily stems from Panda. I understand other people have problems, and I have helped, but I put my feelings on my sleeves and I shouldn't have done that. -
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