The Storm
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:31pm
Thread Topic: The Storm
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god, forgive me for all my sins
god, forgive me for everything
don't go cuz I can't do this on my own
don't go cuz I can't do this on my own
save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live without you so stay with me tonight
don't go -
if I let you in you'd just want out
if I tell you the truth you'd vie for a lie
if I spilled my guts
it would make a mess we can't clean up
if you follow me you will only get lost
if you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch
but you already know too much
and you're not going anywhere -
I suppose that's all for today. Bye.
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I've made a habit of reminiscing through old threads and this terrifies me.
This was almost exactly a year ago and nothing has changed. I still feel exactly the same. It's consistent. What if it never goes away? I don't want to live my life like this. I'm terrified. I can't do this forever. What am I going to do if I'm still lying in bed every night crying my eyes out thinking about how I'll die when I'm thirty? How am I ever going to be happy if I still never want to talk to anyone? This is so f---ed up. I hate it. -
Oh, no, not all the same. No, not unemployed. Now I have a job that regularly sets me on the edge of a breakdown. I guess things have changed.
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Walk away.
I'm barely breathing
as I'm lying on the floor.
Take my heart
as you're leaving.
I don't need it anymore. -
People willingly interact with me. I'm the kind of friend that depresses everyone around me without fail and still people subject themselves to me. That, I'll never understand. I would never wish myself upon anyone.
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GOD DAMMIT EVERYTHING I SAY
I HATE YOU
YOU SHOULD ALL HATE ME
EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE WORLD AND IT WOULD BE JUSTIFIED
I'M SO SORRY
I KNOW I'M ANNOYING
I ANNOY MYSELF TOO
I'M SORRY -
Every time I say something like this I hate myself a little more for feeling the need to make you all bear witness to my self-hatred and then I need to type up again my newly elevated levels of self-hatred and this is a cycle I could do without.
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Don't wanna reach for me, do you?
I mean nothing to you.
The little things give you away. -
Hey! You! Baby!
You don't know how bad it's gonna get.
If you think s--- sucks now,
you ain't seen nothing yet.
Because it doesn't get better
unless you're pretty.
It doesn't get better
unless you got money.
It doesn't get better,
so just give up.
It never gets better.
It gets worse. -
At one time, when I posted a soap, three or four people asked to join within five minutes. Good people, too. There was a good variety of talented writers to work with. This is bulls---.
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quietly doesn't come online for five days
quietly isn't missed -
OF COURSE I MISSED YOU MARU CAKES
I'M SO HAPPY NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE -
HI
HAPPY NEW YEAR('S EVE)
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