The Storm
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:31pm
Thread Topic: The Storm
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I need a wall. I need a small room. I need to choke.
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I want to curl up in a dark closet and sit there and hate myself and cry and ignore reality for the next couple of weeks. I wish people would stop talking to me and expecting things of me. I have trouble just saying good morning to you anymore. I know how rude it is, and I appreciate you asking, but I don't even want to hear you ask me how work was. I want you all to be silent or else disregard me entirely. I don't want to put forth the effort of having a conversation or of acknowledging the people around me. I just want to disappear and never be seen or asked to speak again. I hate this so much.
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And who the f--- are you? I was under the impression that you were supposed to know me, at least care a little or notice. I guess that's more than I can expect of you. I should be glad you don't give a f--- about me anyway, seeing as how your reasonable reaction to a possibility of suicide on my part is to scream at me and tell me people that I don't even want to hear speak to me will be affected if I'm gone. Why are you so f---ing dense? You won't touch me. You won't say you love me. Why does that make you uncomfortable? You're my f---ing mother and your homophobia is so strong you're actually unable to say you love me or to hug me. What the hell am I supposed to think? I'm not over this s---. None of it has passed and you're only aiding in my destruction with your indifference and selfishness.
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He wasn't so unconventional or crazy if he taught you to be a prejudiced and sexist b----.
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My mother is going to be the prime example of how I'm not going to raise my children. Honestly, I never thought my family would be this f---ed up and dysfunctional. All of your kids have major issues and at least two of us are currently seeking a method of escaping you. That should be a pretty good cue that you're doing something wrong, but I guess you don't have flaws, do you? Perfect, pretty little American girl. I can't stand this.
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you're f---ing ridiculous
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well s--- I should have been in bed an hour ago by my own standards
self-hatred is time-consuming -
You're perfect
I just keep wanting to kiss you and I know we'd be so f---ing good together and this is just another reason I cannot stand my mother. -
This is so ridiculous.
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my hands hurt
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I don't want you here and you f---ing know it.
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O-O K jeez
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God f---ing dammit my thread is stained again.
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Stop it. I don't want to see it here holy s---
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DAMMIT I HATE THIS
YOU DESTROYED IT
JUST ONCE f---ING LEAVE ME ALONE WHEN I WANT TO BE ALONE
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