My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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The days come and go but the pain never leaves
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organized insanity
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how to tell if you were ever here, disappear, disappear...
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⚠ Demonic presence at unsafe levels, lockdown in effect. ⚠
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Thanky for locky thread.
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You're welcome :-)
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deep fried audio
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Remember peace, and when, the tides, were low?
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Everyone has changed so much, or is so distant, or both. My world is gone, my home under different skies, I'm a husk and might as well be dead, I've never felt like I belonged in this world but now I can feel it actively pushing me out, but there's nowhere else to be so I'm just being crushed into nothing. I guess I shouldn't really be complaining though, I'm already nothing anyway. I hate existing. Sometimes I wish I just never would have. I miss the old days, when things were better., I still hurt then too but at least it was less. She made it all worth it. And now...there's nothing for me, nothing to wake up for, no future to look forward to...I want to cry but can't, I want to scream but can't, I want to cease to exist but can't, I want to love, but I can't. I'm falling apart but I have to do better, I'm dying inside but I have to look alive for the sake of the few people who still care, so I continue to puppet my body through each day like nothing's wrong. My soul is utterly gone, dead, I can feel it, there's nothing left. There's no coming back from where I'm at. No body nor mind left to heal. Nothing.
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It's hard to come to grips, that you still exist, when it feels just like you died
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been away because I've been busy with college and a family trip
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The tide bears all your nightmares
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Collecting moments, o how absurd
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Been awhile since I last posted, guess I've been busier than I thought. Lot of stuff going on lately.
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Crazy to think today I've been on this site 10 years now. An entire decade. Wow.
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