My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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*sigh* I don't know why I'm always so afraid...I never used to be, I know I can be open with you but every time I am my heart rate shoots way up and I start regretting everything I wanted to say and I just want to keep everything inside even though not doing that is the exact reason I am open with you...Guess I'm a paradox
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I wonder if things will ever be different...it feels like I haven't grown or changed in the last two years of my life
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Hello
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If my life is going to slip from me anyway,
I want you to be by my side as it goes. -
I hope he makes you happy like I never could...
All I ever wanted was to make you happy, and that's what I ended up doing least. Now everything else has fallen away too and I'm left with nothing. Still wanting to make you happy, but not having the right to. Still wanting to live my life and drag myself through progress, but not having the will to. You were what gave me focus, you were what made me happy. And though I wanted and tried to do the same for you, sometimes it feels like I did the exact opposite... -
I want to be part of your life again, and you a part of mine...but it so painfully clear how much you don't want that...
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I don't belong here,
Not in this atmosphere -
Are you okay
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Honestly? Probably not.
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Someday when galaxies collide, we'll be lost on different skies, I will send my rocket ship to find you
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Hello, long time no see.
Are you okay? -
Why not?
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I'm probably not any more okay than I have been for the last couple years...which is not very...
Long story... -
I've got time if you need to vent
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It's not really a matter of needing to vent, I just...it's been years since I was able to live my life properly, to think properly, to feel properly...I've been in a ditch I can't seem to climb out of no matter what I do and I guess it's a pretty muddy one too because the more I struggle to get out of it the further down into it I slide.
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