My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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Thanks :-)
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Okay, now I'm not a mod...? Okay...?
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What happened? ._. What did I do wrong...?
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Meh, I always mess up anything good that comes my way so I guess I shouldn't be surprised...
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it's a glitch, the same thing happened to me earlier and i freaked out
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Ooohh, okay...that explains why earlier when I got on and now same, I'm back to being a mod...I pretty much freaked out too even though I might not've shown it ayyy
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Aaaaand...I can't life
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Honestly, if you want to be with him instead of me, I understand...I mean, it would be better than waiting for years and years for me and having even the tiniest chance that it might not work as planned because there's something about one of us that just makes it impossible...at least with him you know what you're getting and in great detail and you've known him way way longer...I'm not necessarily saying that you should be with him instead but that it's your choice, and if you don't choose me, I understand. But even if you don't choose me, still know that I love you and that I want to help you whenever and however I can. And if you do choose me, don't let yourself drift away from him simply because of me...I don't want that.
And, yes, we talked but I still miss you...I wish we could more but I know right now that would make things worse...Maybe your parents will let off this summer since school won't be a problem...I just hope it's soon because it's hard living without you, especially whenever. I go through old posts...
Like I was earlier. ..and, well, apparently I can predict the future, because this is eerily similar to how I felt about 3 months after you left:
"That would only hurt more because I wouldn't be able to give you a proper goodbye... I'd end up typing up letters to you, longer but similar in type to those I've done for others, always knowing you'd never see them...I love you too Savannah. ..If you left, I honestly don't know what I'd do or whether I'd even be able to handle it... (if I couldn't handle it I'd either commit suicide, or more likely go insane, much less likely but still possible, both)"
That was in reference to you saying that if you left it wouldn't be intentionally, and that's what I said in response. ..
Of course, the whole "writing letters you'll probably never see" thing hit the nail spot on, since I suppose that's what I'm doing now, haha...
But I really do miss you. And I love you. I wanna be there for you in whatever way I can be, and right now, I suppose that is simply to wait...so that's what I do. I look forward to the day we can talk again and things can go back to, at least similar, the way they were before. -
And yes, I know, this time you didn't leave intentionally, you were pulled away, and I understand that, so don't take my wording there as if I was saying you left intentionally because I know that's not true...
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Ayyy
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sigh
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what did i do
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well...i suppose im done now. bye then
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Alex.
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