My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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WHAT I THOUGHT YOU WANTED ME TO COME BACK
SCARED?
SCARED YOU MIGHT BREAK WHAT YOU SAID?
HA WELL I GUESS I'M NOT f---ING NEEDED HERE -
Thought so...
Listen, I am sorry... I just wish I could take back all the crap I put you through... I guess I am a worthless lowlife and I guess I don't deserve anything but right now regardless of everything that that happened I still need you. Alex, I woke up so depressed this morning I didn't move for five hours and after that I didn't eat anything. I have lost everything else and right now you are really my last chance to have something meaningful in my life again. I don't care where I stand with you and I don't care if you never want to speak to me again, but even if you push me away completely I can't promise you I won't stalk your every post for the next year just to feel closer to you. You are seriously my best friend. I wish I could have an friendship like this irl, I seriously do. Now I am sick of holding all this pride up and I am sick of feeling sick inside. Now, this all probably doesn't mean s--- to you but whatever... I just needed you to know... -
You need a psychologist.
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I don't feel well... I'm going to go to bed. I would have stayed longer but I feel so sick .~.
Goodnight Alex, and Wen.
Btw Alex you are a great friend and I enjoy talking with you when I can. Please don't put yourself down like that. -
Look, like I said yesterday, or the day before or whatever the f---ing day it was, it really would be best for both of us, but mainly you, if oneof us just leaves. And yeah, I would've liked to have you as an irl friend a couple of months ago, but now all we'd do is argue...
Ha, I'm just too much of a dumb--- for even them to be able to help me, remember? -
Rhi, you really should know me better if I'm such a great friend, but anyway, G'night....sorry you feel sick...
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*curls up in a ball* well then I will go.... I don't have any other purpose here anyways... don't waste your life though, it comes at great cost.
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Savannah, just, do whatever you want, as long as it's what's best for you, and please, if you can, don't give a s--- about me?
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I'm sorry...
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Whatever.
Oh, and whether or not I give a flying f--- about you doesn't even matter, okay? Just because you stop caring about your second crutch doesn't mean that you can stop using it. But I guess that was my fault. I guess I just gotta learn to stop depending on people because they always let you down and they always leave. Guess this just lets me know to stop trying.
Hope you have a miserable life and die of old age. Goodbye. -
I'm back cause that awful nausea eased up a bit.
What do you mean? D:
and yeah thanks... -
I really am sorry Savannah...;~;
Rhi, good.
There are a lot of things you should know about me that you don't...I'm sorry I don't make sense anymore...
Just f---ing kill me already, someone... -
If you really think I should know more about you, you can email me :c Tis up to you, though.
I can't be here right now... Goodnight. -
I should go, it's late... night you two, or I should say Rhi, since Savannah took my advice too literally...
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Okay, but most of my life is just s---...
Night, Rhi...
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