My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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You are fine Alex, at least you recognized your literally imperfections. I thought I was the queen of spelling and r glistening when I was little... I was very delusional when I was little.
Not really, but okay... I guess I will post a few more.
I know how that is.
Sorry, guys. I was just going through one of those post awkward phases where I felt conspicuous so I was trying to eliminate my conspicuous tendencies. -
Alek: I had extremely unrealistic expectations for my life. I remember making this massive list of everything I wanted to buy, which was ridiculous, because my family has never had that much money. Even now, the only thing I really spend my money on is gifts.
Now I can go get my diary. My parents are around so I gotta be kinda stealthy :P They'll be like, "Why are you typing your journal entries into the computer? o.O" -
Alek: You're so right XD I remember making the hugest deal out of my classmates, and gossip, and now it doesn't even matter.
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Alex@ ikr, when I was little I used to look up and say that when I was a teenager I would have a phone and sit on my big fluffy bed texting all day with a smile on my face.... now I am a teenager with shelf full of books, (evidently texting. XD) who is depressed 75% of the time and has almost friends irl... actually, despite some small enigmas, my past self was pretty spot on, unfortunately.
There is a reason I do not talk about my handwriting.. -
I did too.
okay...
like, everything I ever imagined my life would be at 13 never came true and hasn't to this day and probably never will due to my innocence and not knowing of a lot of things I do now.
Ha well at least you were lucky enough to have classmates, I never did until I had to re-do fifth grade. Beforehand I never really kept a journal since my life was so damn boring... -
Eh, I never really thought of myself as that typical teenager, probably because somehow, subconsciously I knew that I was taking a different road of life than most people...But back then I had no idea that 'depression' even existed. Lucky dumb--- I was.
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That's what I am talking about, when I was little I had no idea that people could even be so irradicall and upset. Depression was an foreign concept. Unfortunately, I was very mainstream when I was younger. When I was little I was obsessed with the peak of society so I dreamt of having a pretty pink flip phone and tea parties in my friend clubhouse everyday... when I was little having a lot of friends was the big thing... unfortunately, I never had any of the things I dreamt of when I was little. Now, I reject that standpoint completely. I strive to be my own person and go against the flow. Unfortunately u have always been on the same radar as the rest of the world so often times I feel like just another brick in an building... actually, lately I have been really depressed over that... lately I haven't felt unique or special. I feel like I was cut for the same mold as the rest of the world... I hate myself for that.
I feel like it never improved ... it isn't horrendous, but it isn't bubbly and sweet like girls are supposed to have and it bothers me. -
Well, Savannah, we all are here for a purpose. Abd if that requires you to be similar to others, let it be, but trust me, You're just as normal as I am. Which isn't very.
Well, that's considered old-style cursive and I don't see much of that around. -
Which of you wants my 20,000th post?
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Entry written on my birthday three years ago.
Dear Diary, may 3, 2013
Today is my Birth day! 1srt Rose (and elderly Lady I used to know) took cloths shopping 2nd we had my party we are still awake its 12:00
'We were supost to go to sleep two hours agow',. '20
minutes later' I'm sleeping on the couch. -
Wendee should have it.
My dad got on the computer and I am now on my DSi.... Was sifting through my journal tofind something worth posting. I found 2 entries, but I'll post them after the 20,000th post.
Alek: That particular journal actually shows the transition of me having classmates, then having no classmates (being homeschooled). That's why the last entry was so sad. -
Yay. Actually, Alex, over the entire time that I have known you it always infuriated me that you wouldn't call me strange or not normal, but now I can die happy because I am different.
I guess. -
:-l
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Want is your zodiac sign, Wen?
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oh, okay.
okay but that post is just over nine hundred away...
Oh, hm...you basically did the opposite I did, grew up in school then moved out. I grew up not in school then moved in.
XD
Eh, don't worry about it.
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