My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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*sigh* Savannah, I honestly don't know...I've tried to help mamy people, older and younger and no one even pays attention and then when they fail at doing something they yell at me for not helping...And, I know it's stupid of me to mention this but whenever I try to help you you always just push it away and say you don't want it. ..And I don't know about other people, all I know is me, and I know I'm a bad example. ..
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Do you have any idea how hard it is to sit in a closet right next to the bathroom listening to a four-year-old cry and Izaya try to help her?
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I... I need to go... f---, I wish I had a f---ing razor.
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Uh try Space Engine when it's completely finished, you'll wish you'd never said those words.
But at least you can talk about it without wanting to just kill yourself on-the-spot .-.
Not as much as I was a month ago. -
I...*sigh* I know similar experiences. ..
No Savannah I...
if you're going then I might as well not stay either...
Oh and by the way, I know you're stronger than cutting. I know you are. -
I don't know how to respond to that.
Not even. I want to die even if I don't talk about it. Talking about it is suicide.
You have no idea. -
Eh.
trying to make your situation look worse eh? That's not the Savannah I know. Even now. And she NEVER cussed as much as you do. Double.
Then what's the point in being my "friend"? -
Shut the f--- up. You don't know own what it is like and you can never relate so just shut up.
I don't know... I am at the point that I was yesterday when I was so overwhelmdd that I ran away from everyone to be by myself... I keep doing that and I don't care anymore. And I am not stronger than cutting. I swear I felt like I was cutting half of the time I was there even though I didn't have a razor. If I had had a razor in the spot I probably wouldn't have been stong enough to even go somewhere where no one could see me; I would have broke down right there and... I wish I could show you how I felt... but I wont... -
MY SITUATION IS f---ING WORSE!!!! You have no f---ing idea.
I don't f---ing know, I guess I am just using you as a crutch right now. -
YES, I DO. I'VE NEVER TOLD YOU MT LIFE STORY AND NEVER WILL. Not to someone who doesn't give a f---.
If you want to run away from everyone then why haven't you done the same with me? You trying to say that I'm not anyone? That I don't matter? Trust me I already knew that before I ever even knew "you" And honestly you're not like that if you truly are the Savannah I know. But you know I guess I'm just a dumb--- now like I've always been. -
Neither do you.
It's not wise to use a broken crutch. -
Well don't, ever, okay? I can't f---ing handle this anymore, okay?
I have no f---ing idea. Everyone matters in my life, but I just don't deserve their support and their friendship, if anything you could say that you are low enough for my scum level, I can't expect anything from you and it makes you a great friend because I feel deserving of you. -
SCREAMS!!! I CANT,!, keep holding your delusions because they don't matter and the never will. Watch me fail if I stay or if I go but you can't help it, so why I am I here? Because this place has no effect on me. I can escape here.
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Well it really doesn't seem like I'm needed to anyf---ingone except ONE PERSON ugh and I'm not even truly needed for them to be okay...there's no point. ..
You don't give a f--- anymore and you're the last one so bye -
You know how I feel then? Well not really... I only ever wanted to fix people and that is my passion, so unless you can say the same then you don't know.
If I didint then I wouldn't be here, but whatever.
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