Anyone wanna talk...?
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Thread Topic: Anyone wanna talk...?
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I have things worse in my mind and many of your problems I already deal with or could fix.
I may not be talking you out of it and it may not be working but that is wrong I really don't have better s--- to do at all.... -
I'm pretty sure your mom doesn't beat you?
So, am I just a way to get rid of your bordum? -
Cause I'd beat her ass right back, instead she give me tons of s--- all the time just verbally.
No I'm still bored, lol. I'm just talking to you saying what I think of what you say and if causes you to not kill yourself then good and if not then to bad cause you're missing out and it may seem callous and it actually is but I wouldn't really care all that much cause it would be you and not me, I'm a selfish person and I don't like it when people don't agree with me and if I make all of my little points and you disagree with them all and still disagree and kill yourself then I won't be happy really so it would in my mind take away a bit of the sadness I should feel. I'm not the best person ever and I don't honestly see why you say you like me. -
Well, then your a stronger perso nthan I am. If I do thaat, I'd get beat harder from my dad.
I say I love you because it's true. Your really the only person who understands, besides Scar. -
Not just physically either, I know how to fight and I'd be willing to kill to not let that s--- happen to me so I'd not let that crap be done to me for a second.
I understand completely but I'm not the only one and I'm not even close to being the right person for you. -
Then who is right for me??
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Idk someone is, it's always hard to find the right person for anyone really, you know that saying, "there are plenty of fish in the sea" well for tons of people only so many of those fish are gonna be a good match and all the others just get in the f---ing way and suck dick.
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There really is no one for me Ellis.
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Like I said it's just difficult to find one of those people and there are to many others to get in the way and block your view.
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But theres no one that even likes me that im not related to...
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Ha I hardly even have that at all. I have a cat and my siblings kinda sorta care about me even though I'd die for them even if my life wasn't s--- and I didn't already want to die so often and that is it I have no one else.
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Ellis, how do you really feel about me?
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I feel that you're a person and you're better than many but not near the top, I've said this before, you'r just a person not anyone special to me and few are so don't feel bad about that.
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Whats it going to take? To be special to you...?
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Nothing can make that happen, if you changed that much it would completely make me lose respect for you cause that wouldn't at all be the real you and you'd be a hundred times more fake than some people already think you are. I have to be with someone who is naturally like that, the effort would be appreciated but would not work.
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