Hhhhaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!
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Thread Topic: Hhhhaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!
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All of my life, I've had to live in the shadow of my cousin. She could draw, she could sing, and she was beautiful. I wanted so bad to be like her because....well, everyone loved her while I was in the background eating scraps!! I just want to be a princess like her, even if she wasn't a real one. I want to be loved and admired, and I want to feel beautiful, so I keep pushing myself to be better. But I'll never be better. I'll always be lower than everyone else. I'm not talented at all, and I'm not pretty. So then, what the hell is my purpose?! Was I just put here to suffer in the glory of my cousin?!
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Even though she's gone now, everybody still talks of her so high and mighty. Didn't they see the side of her I saw?! The horrible monsterous side?!!
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I'm always being pushed down by someone better. For once, just once, I want to be the best at something. For once, I don't want to sit in the shadows.
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I remember once when I was very small. The used a large petticoat and tied a red ribbon at my waist so I wore it like a dress. I felt like a queen. I loved it.
And the time when my aunt braided my hair and did my makeup last year. I could've cried. I looked beautiful, or at least I felt beautiful. -
Every time I'm called cute, I look at my reflection and sometimes I cry because I know they only say that to make me feel better. I sometimes put my hand over the mirror, or just put a blanket over it. I feel like a failure.
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In fact, I feel like a failure in everything. I'll never be good enough.
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Is this what it's all come to? Silence?!
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Sorry I'm panicking right now
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Eh?!
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I am sorry..
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You're good at drawing, good at writing, and I really do think you are cute.
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^Yeah, what Paris said.
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