GoToQuiz Apartments Room #71
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Thread Topic: GoToQuiz Apartments Room #71
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What?
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I'm screaming o-o
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Internally o-o
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I feel really weird(/sad?)
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why
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depression I guess..
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I hate saying that
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but whatever
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:-/ you're not the only one, trust me.
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I'm sorry I need to leave I'm going to start ranting again I can't help it ugh
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oh
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Okay. Whatever. I'm going to rant. I can't stand this.
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ok better to het it out than bottle it up
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I want to go back to the hospital so badly. I keep trying to think of ways I can harm myself but I know I wouldn't have the guts to do anything. I keep having random memories of it and even though I obviously don't even know fully what happened, the memories are always so happy. I've never been afraid of doctor appointments, even when I was really little and would scream at the sight of a needle. And it wasn't just my visits either. My mom had even more intense surgeries than I did. My uncle had to be taken to the ER multiple times because of his mental illness. I don't understand why these memories aren't sad to me. I can't remember everything but what I do remember is so vivid. I'm not trying to complain about anything. I'm perfectly fine now?? We all survived,??. I just want to go back to the hospital.
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And it's shocking, actually, I've opened up about this to a few people but all I got was "There's some kind of false romantic stigma around hospitals." That isn't true at all. Well, I wouldn't know. But it doesn't matter.
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