GoToQuiz Apartments Room #71
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Thread Topic: GoToQuiz Apartments Room #71
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I'm not even looking forward to Monday like I usually do because I don't care about school anymore and Markie's just going to follow me around and I'm sick of it and I'm not looking forward to summer because I have too many panic attacks during the summer and eventually summer will be over anyway and eventually school will be over and I won't have anything to distract me and I don't know how I'm going to focus on anything after that I can't focus I can't read I can't cook I can't do anything and this isn't going to get better unless I talk to someone about it but I can't do that I can't do this but also eventually life will be over and I'm still not sure what I'm trying to accomplish because I'll just be dead anyway and I don't care and hopefully that's soon because I don't want to eat anymore
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Hi
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I don't understand how s--- like this just goes on for years without me even knowing what the hell is happening like I'm just now realizing s--- and it's scary and sometimes I'm actually glad that depression kicks in bc it calms my anxiety's tits sometimes but then other times I just don't even know what I'm doing
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And sometimes I think I just need more friends bc obviously that's why I started MDing to begin with whether I like admitting that or not but I can't really do things with friends because idk it freaks me out and I get too much anxiety when trying to do s--- like that and I also don't understand why I'm supposed to do that either like why is this even a thing I know I'm destroying my mental health but I don't understand why that happens like that
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Idk like I could literally just print out my rants and leave them out for my parents to see bc then I wouldn't have to explain anything and I even have ones with my Rx and s--- so I wouldn't have to talk about that either but they'd get the point and idk what's stopping me wrong doing that bc it would actually help me a lot.
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It's really hot in here but I'm cold and I can't sleep and wtf did I leave my windows open I'm going to scream if I have to turn my light on again except I can't scream bc it hurts my voice and I also can't pronounce English words I can't talk idfk what I'm trying to do if I can't talk I don't want to speak to people
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MY f---ING WINDOW IS OPEN
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I can't listen to music all music makes me sad I swear to god all of it
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Tay_Tay Newbieeven sexy and i know it?
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XD
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lolz
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fine
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...
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lmao
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And that's funny how...?
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