Welcome to my garden
Thread Topic: Welcome to my garden
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Oh whoops recent posts went yeet
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I'm just so f---in' depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And I know some s---'s so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow, but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles -
I miss the old you
I miss the old you
I used to hold you
I used to hold you
And that ain't cost nothing, baby
Real love don't cost a motherf---in' penny
I miss the old me
I miss the way I used to be
I miss the old me
And now these drugs controllin' me
It's all your fault, baby
Still reaching for the Henny
And I never got a single f---in' thank you from you
Or, "I love you daddy"
You ungrateful b----
The more the baddie, more the bratty
Man, I'd take you out for dinners
Take you shopping for them clothes
Before I got so rich and couldn't trust none of these hoes
I miss the old you
(Take you shopping for them clothes, before I got so distant and you got so f---ing cold) -
Nothing helps
Not venting on here
Not talking to a professional
Not playing games
Writing
Singing
Any of that crap -
I moved away from the ocean so I didn’t feel the need to walk into the ocean shameless style… now the feel to fly off a cliff is more doable
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Not even allowed to have time to grieve
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Not allowed to be sad
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I should hide it from everyone until I die
Which I already do to an extent. Probably a good thing I don’t say half the s--- in my head -
Is she serious right now
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Oh we not talking about them -
Them - talking about the same thing over and over saying I’m the reason she didn’t sleep no the reason you was up cause you was cyber f---ing some creepy dude online you strange two faced old bat -
Pregnant? That thing dried up years ago
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YIKES
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☠☠☠☠☠☠
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I hate everything
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Now I know this b---- didn’t 🥴🥴🥴
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