life really sucks
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Thread Topic: life really sucks
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@Ellis, weak people are people who commit suicide, if you go through all the sh1t you're going through, then you can prove to yourself that you're strong, and have been through hell and lived to tell the tale.
Do you think it will always be like that? Do you think when you're 30 you'll be doing this? When you're 80?
My friend's dad had a debt of over one 300,000 dollars to pay, but he lived a simple life with his family and bought only what they needed for them, he paid his debts, and now he lives a good life and so does my friend. You will suceed Ellis, but don't heed to the eay approach. -
I'll never back out of suicide if I do decide to do it. To tell the truth I've actually half tried. I took a bunch of piles but I had left in a bottle and I said if I die I die and I if I don't oh well I can do it some other time. I just passed out for a long time, it wasn't quite enough to do the job. I was really about to do it to my wrists and I know how to do it flawlessly I got in a fight with my brother and he half jokingly said ok I don't care if you kill yourself when I said it during the fight so I stormed out and on the way threw the park I pulled out my knife and was about to get started when I came up on a jogger lady and I had accidently surprized her then she saw the knife and ran the other way so I ended up running off instead before she called the cops then I got really f---ed up again.
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:( awww poor baby
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DAMN FUKTARDS TOOK OVER MY TNREAD AND RUINED IT
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Oh Ellis, please don't commit suicide, please don't. I care about you, and I don't want you to commit suicide, it will do you no good, you'll be dead, and you'll never come back again, you're going through Hell, but even Hell has an end, please listen to me, I'm desperatly trying to help you, you're very kind to everyone on here and have a great personality, you may have made mistakes and all and your life is crappy, but suicide is not the answer, don't do it. Don't cut yourself, don't abuse yourself, you're worth much more than that, you so are, Ellis.
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Roe know I can get through it if I want but thats not the point I don't need to prove anything to anyone and certainly not to myself. I will have paid off the debt by 25 or so but it f---s up everything I won't be able to go to college cause I'm broke and can't get another loan with my bad credit. Even if I did get money I could only get into a s--- college without a diploma and so I'd be broke for the rest of my life and basically always feel like s---.
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@Arione shut up, Ellis is going through a hard time and needs support. I'm sorry for sounding mean, but its' true.
@Ellis: Who said you need to go to college at that age? You may just progress in life much later, but you never know what could happen, you never know, just be pateint, with hope and patience, you can get anywhere. Just stay strong, you'll be broke, but perhaps somebody could help you, you might get help in the future, like a godsend or a miracle. I wish I could help you Ellis, honestly I'm trying my best. -
....:( ellis dont comittie suicide cuz I LUV U i would really miss u.ur the only 1 on gtq that i can actually talk to and feel REALLY HAPPY i not liein
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See Ellis? Arione loves you! I care about you! (But I just like you as a friend lol) People would miss you! Think about your family! How upset they'd be and all the tears they'd shed, you think they don't care, but trust me, they REALLY DO!
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If I'm ever leaving gtq forever I'll post it but if I just stop showing up without warning for over a week it means I'm dead. I wouldn't not tell you if I was quiting. I can't say for sure if I'll live or die but as of right now I'm not planning to kill myself I'm not making any promises of course, there are certain things that set off those feelings and I can't even guess if I'll be alive or dead in 6 months or a year.
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Ellis, please don't. A lot of people really care about you. Just don't suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I shall write you a poem...
We all have our mistakes in life,
And sometimes feel we shall fall down,
We can sometimes feel the strife,
As our faces scrunch up in a frown,
We all want to cry and vent so much,
But find nobody there to do so,
But I am here to help you dear,
And I just want you to know. -
Good point about family roe, thats one thing thats held me back from doing it before but not because of them missing me I'm pretty sure they'd get over it, its because I love them so much I cant not see them and I'm the youngest but I've always felt like I'm the one thats supposed to take care of them and keep them safe every night I worrie about them if they aren't home or I don't hear from my sister in a couple of days cause she lives in atlanta while I'm way over in kansas. Atlanta the that place is so s---y with criminals I worry everyday I'm gonna hear she got stabbed in a car jacking or something.
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Ya, see? You love them and that's what's holding you back. And you have many friends here, you have me, you have Jade (sick) you have Arione, and many other people who care about you. We worry about you, and you can't leave your family, and you can't just leave them behind, because suicide is selfish, killing yourself but not thinking about the mark you left behind in people's hearts.
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Exactly its selfish and I want to do it anyway I'm a piece of s---. All those dream you have as a kid growing up well not a single on is gonna happen for me not one and I'm never gonna grow up to have a wife and kid I can play catch with or whatever I'm never gonna have s---. I'm worthless and a waste. I'm sorry for wasting your time.
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I'm gonna clean my room one last time so mom wont have to then I'm gonna do it. I'm sorry.
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