I don't know what to do...
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Thread Topic: I don't know what to do...
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Perwinkle1 NewbieI started today because I've recently found this site and some of the people really seem great. I need to vent right now, so I will.
I'm a recovering anorexic/bulimic. I finally got over it almost a year ago. Ever since, I've been putting on a lot of weight. I'm still skinny, but I see a little "pudge" of fat on my stomach. People have even begun to notice. Apparently, my slightly flabby arm is not only visible to me, but to others who have said so. Usually it's in a joking manner, but it's still upsetting that people are noticing it. Even besides that, my mom has recently begun to say, "Suck in that gut," to me a lot. The people around will sometimes comment, "What gut?" but it doesn't take away the fact that there is one, no matter how small.
I don't know if I can make it the full year. Even today I've begun to eat less subconsciously. The scale says 133.7 lbs. That's too much for me. I can't weigh that much. I should be around 120.
I just feel so fat.
Thanks to whoever actually reads this. I really needed to vent. -
I read it, and I understand the need to vent.
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That's very shallow. Don't lose weight for other people, if you feel bad lose a pound of two, but don't kill yourself.
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Perwinkle1 NewbieThanks for reading it.
I became anorexic for myself, not for others. If I'm not skinny, my self-confidence pretty much disappears. I'm a dancer, and those costumes are tight and uncomfortable. Imagine being on stage an having fat sticking out your costume. It would suck. It would be embarrassing. -
How old are you?
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grrr it doesn't matter what you look like, your mother is being rude
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I recently went through the very same thing. I'm a dance as well, and that wa a big reason a to why I had to be skinny. Yes, I put on a few pounds, but it's only as bad as you make it out to be. If you're really that worried, exercise some more and start a healthy diet.
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Perwinkle1 NewbieI just turned 17.
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Perwinkle1 NewbieAnd thanks, dragon and rascal.
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*dancer
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Oh, good grief, you're perfectly fine then! I'm 16, and an ex-gymnast. I still have a lot of the muscle because I keep in shape, and comparing our weights, you're perfectly fine. I have stats on my weight, and I'm in the middle. You're fine. I'm with rascal, too.
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And you're welcome!
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Perwinkle1 NewbieI know it's technically a healthy weight, but my arms and legs have become flabby! And I was never able to pinch the fat on my stomach before but now I pinch a small handfull. I'd rather be able to see my robs than my fat, because at least then I can look good with clothes on.
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Perwinkle1 Newbie*ribs
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Listen, dancer to dancer, you won't be able to keep dancing if you're anorexic. You will become so deprived of nutrients that you won't be able to keep up your stamina.
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