lyrics to a song that describes how you feel right now
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I loved you,
you made me,
hate me.
Hate see?
And these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back,
everytime you tried to steal that.
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry.
Hell no!
f--- that!
It was my heart.
It was my life.
It was start.
It was your knife.
This strife,
it dies.
This life and these lies.
And its true i hurt too,
but remember,
i loved you!
I've lost it all,
feel today,
its all the same.
I'm sorry oh.
I'm sorry no.
I've been abused.
I feel so used,
because of you.
I'm sorry oh.
I'm sorry no. -
I will break into thought with what's written on my heart.
I will BREAK!
BREAK!
I'm so sick
infected with where i live.
Let me live without this empty bliss,
selfishness.
I'm so sick.
I'm so sick.
If you want more of this,
we can push out,
sell out,
die out.
So you shut up!
And stay sleeping
with my screaming in your itching ears.
I'm so sick
infected with where i live.
Let me live without this empty bliss,
selfish ness.
I'm so sick.
I'm so sick.
Hear it!
I am screaming it!
Your heeding to it now.
Hear it!
I am screaming it!
You tremble at the sound.
You sink into my clothes.
This invasion make me feel
worthless,
hopeless,
sick.
I'm so sick
infected with where i live.
Let me live without this empty bliss,
selfishness.
I'm so....
I'm so sick.
I'm so....
I'm so sick
infected with where i live.
Let me live without this empty bliss,
selfishness.
I'm so....
I'm so sick.
I'm so....
I'm so sick. -
Right or wrong,
i can't hold on to the fear that i'm lost without you.
If i can't feel,
i'm not mine,
i'm not real! -
I shiver and shake through and cold and alone.
On my own.
In every mistake,
i dig this whole through my skin.
And bones.
Its harder starting over,
then never to have change.
With blackbirds following me,
I'm digging out my grave.
They close in,
swallowing me.
The pain,
it come's in waves.
I'm getting back
what i gave.
I sweat through the sheet as daylight breaks.
As i waste myself away.
It traps me inside mistake's i made.
Thats the price i pay.
Its harder starting over,
then never to have changed.
With black birds following me,
Im digging out my grave.
They close in,
swallowing me.
the pain,
it come's in waves.
I'm getting back what i gave.
I drop to the floor,
like a 10-4.
stop watching,
i'm coughing.
I can't be anymore.
What i want,
what i need,
over a constant war.
Like i'm well full of poisen.
A rotten core.
The blood goes thin,
the fever stings.
And i shake from the hell that the habit brings.
Lay the sick one's down,
The bells will ring.
Put pennie's on thier eye's,
let the dead men sing. -
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming,
I cannot seize for the fear of silent nights.
How i long for the deep sleep dreaming,
the goddess of imaginary light. -
I rememeber year's ago
someone told me i should take caution when it come's to love.
I did...
I did.
And you were strong
and I was not.
My illusion,
my mistake.
I was careless,
I forgot.
I did.
And now when all is done,
There is nothing to say.
You had gone and so efforetlessly,
you have won.
You can go ahead and tell them.
Tell them all i know now.
Shout it from the rooftops.
Write it on the skyline.
All we had is gone now.
Tell them I was happy
and now my heart is broken.
All my scar's are open.
Tell them what I hoped would be impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Falling out of love is hard.
Falling for betrayal is worse.
Broken trust and broken hearts.
I know,
I know.
Thinking all you need is there.
Building faith on love and words.
Empty promises will wear.
I know,
I know.
And now,
when all is gone,
there is nothing to say.
If your done with embarrassing me.
On your own you can go ahead and tell them.
Tell them all I know now.
Shout it from the rooftops.
Write it on the skyline.
All we had is gone now.
Tell them I was happy and now my heart is broken.
All my scar's are open.
Tell them what I hoped would be impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Oh,
Impossible.
(yeah,yeah)
I remember year's ago,
someone told me I should take
caution when it come's to love.
I did.
Tell them all I know now.
Shout it from the rooftops.
Write it on the skyline.
All we had is gone now.
Tell them I was happy
and now my heart is broken.
All my scar's are open.
Tell them what i hoped would be impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Impossible.
Someone told me year's ago
I should take caution when I came to love.
I did... -
I couldnt hurt you
And im the one talk to
Feeling like you never knew -
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instinct's blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams,
and give in the sad thought's that are maddening?
Do I sit her or try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by my phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loniness?
Cause I can't hold on when i'm streched so thin.
I make the right move's but i'm lost within.
I put on my daily facade but I just end up getting hurt again.
By myself!
(MYSELF!)
I ask why but in my mind i find I can't rely on myself!
(MYSELF!)
I ask why but in my mind i find I can't rely on myself!
I can't hold on!
(To what I want when i'm streched so thin)
Its all to much to take in.
I can't hold on!
(To anything,watching everthing spin)
With thought's of failure sinking in.
If i turn my back i'm defendless.
And to go blindly seeem's senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go on,
then they'll take from me till everything is gone.
If I let them go i'll be outdone.
But If I try to catch them i'll be outrun.
If i'm killed by the question's like a cancer,
then i'll be buried in the silence of the answer.
By myself!
(MYSELF!)
I ask why but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself.
(MYSELF!)
I ask why but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself.
I can't hold on!
(to what I want when i'm streched so thin)
It's all too much to take in.
I can't hold on!
(to anything,watching everything spin)
With thought's of failure sinking in.
How do you think i've lost so much?
I'm so afraid.
I'm out of touch.
How do you expect I will know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to?
Don't you KNOW I can't tell you how to make it GO?
No matter what I do,
how hard I TRY.
I can't seem to convince myself WHY!
I'm stuck on the outside.
Don't you KNOW I can't tell you how to make it GO?
No matter what I do,
How hard I TRY.
I can't seem to convince myself WHY!
I'm stuck on the outside.
I can't hold on!
(to what I want when i'm streched so thin)
Its all too much to take in.
I can't hold on!
(to anything,watching everything spin)
With thought's of failure sinking in.
I can't hold on!
(to what I want when i'm streched so thin)
Its all too much to take in.
I can't hold on!
(to anything,watching everything spin)
With thought's of failure sinking.... -
Sometime's I feel like SCREAMING AT MYSELF!
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When i pretend,
everything is exactly what i want it to be.
I looked exactly like what you had alway's wanted to see.
When I pretend,
I can't forget about the criminal that i am.
Stealing second after second just cause I know i can.
But i can't pretend this is the way it'll stay.
I'm just (trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend i'm who you want me to be so i'm (lying away from YOU!)
(No! No turning back now!)
I wanna be pushed aside now!
So Let me go!
(No! No turning back now!)
let me take back my life!
I'd rather be all alone!
(no turning back now!)
Anywhere on my own cause i can see!
(no! No turning back!)
The very worst part of you...IS ME!
I remember what they taughted me.
remember condesending talk of who I ought to be.
Remember listening to all of that
and this again.
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in.
And now you think this person really is me and i'm
(trying to bend the truth)
The more i push the more i'm pulling away.
Cause I'm (lying away from you!)
(no! No turning back now!)
I wanna be pushed away!
So let me go!
(no! No turning back now!)
Let me take back my life!
I'd rather be all alone!
(no turning back now!)
Anywhere on my own cause I can see!
(no! No turning back now!)
The very worst part of you!
The very worst part of you....
IS ME!!! -
*taunted
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Its easier to run,
replacing this pain with something numb.
its so much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
A secret i've kept locked away.
No one else can see.
Wounds so deep they never show.
They never go away.
Like moving picture's in my head.
For year's and uears they've played. -
Desperate I've become
Waiting for so long
No love
There is no love
Die for anyone
WHAT HAVE I BECOME? -
Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile.
So goodbye, I'll miss you.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.
It's been the years, of abuse.
Neglected to treat the disorder,
That controls my youth, for so long.
I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground.
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more.
So goodbye, life's abuse.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.
And I'm sorry, but this my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears. -
Wasted time.
Wasted breath.
And for what? There's nothing left.
My pillows crisp, the tears have dried.
Her selfish ways-my bloodshot eyes.
I used to wake up everyday and hear her voice.
But now waking up isn't the preferred choice.
Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride.
I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies.
Clinging onto sanity but crossing the lines,
A new day awaits, for my fake smile.
A whole new day.
A fresh new start.
Forget it ever happened for good things fell apart.
But now that she's not in my life,
every little thing I see has lost it's shine.
The countless hours I spent trying to please her.
Would the time have been wasted had this not occured?
Holding back the anger and giving up my pride.
Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye.
It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide.
Taking in deep breaths, I'm to numb inside.
Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride.
Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye.
It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide.
Taking in deep breaths, I'm to numb inside.
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