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Summer storm
Kiss me in the rain
Let the worlds tears
Wash away any doubt
Drain every pain
Hold me forever
With promises of always
But you let go
And walk away never looking back
Leave me in the rain
The worlds tears
Drowning me in pain
Dragging me down
Into the cold blackness
The dark abyss
Holding me forever
With promises of never
Sinking into everything of not real
Kiss me in the rain
Let the worlds tears wash over me
Hold me for never
With promises of always -
Petals of love
She sits down
By the abandoned pond
Sticking her bare feet into the murky water
Her white gown gathering around her legs
She stares at the reflection looking back at her
Watching her.
She turns away from the pain
That is written all over her face
The wind blowing her hair
In a sad ballet about her
A rose blossom brushes her hand
She picks it up and strokes the velvet petals
Pulling one off and dropping it into the water
"He loves me"
Pulls off another one and lets it blow away
"He loves me not"
Another one into the water
"He loves me"
Tears fall from her cheeks
A drop lands on a petal
It begins to wilt
She can feel herself caving in
Another petal into the wind
"He loves me not"
Two petals left
What is left of her
Seperates from the broken shell
Taking a petal with it
Plunges into the water
Sinking to the bottom
"He loves me"
The last petal
Crushed in her hand
Her body, her shell
Sitting by the edge
Feet in the murky sludge
Letting the wind blow
Taking the petal with it
"He loves me not" -
Forbidden
I cant breathe in this empty waste land
Everywhere I turn i see darkness
My breath visible in the frigid air
I can hear you
Chasing after me
Your footsteps like thunder in my ears
I cover them to make you go away
To make everything that surrounds me
Traps me and closes in on me
Disappear
I just want to forget
But every time i try
I struggle to survive
I cant breathe
The wind take my breath away
Reaching inside me and squeezing my lungs
I collapse to my knees
My tears freeze to my cheeks
I can feel you
The grip that you have upon my heart
Crushing it and breaking it into pieces
I hold myself tight so i dont fall apart
So i dont crumble under this pain and misery
I just want to forget
But everytime i try
I never remember how to heal
I cant breathe
Laying here on the ground
Tears frozen to my face and hair
My body broken and aching
I reach out to grab the wind
To feel the bitter air flow through my body
But it passes through my fingers
Laughing and runningn away
Leaving me to suffocate, suffer and fade away
Because like you
I am forbidden to survive -
Flightless Bird
Caged here in this cage like prison
Promises of open space
The air that can fill my wings
But when i start to flap
You give a disappointing frown
And back into the cage i go
Caged here like some kind of criminal
What have I done to be locked away from the world
And the wonders it hides
But when i begin to ponder and investigate just a tad
I am thrown back into my cell
Caged in this empty wasteland
That goes nowhere and does nothing
Wide open spaces of nothing that keeps me trapped
I want to run as far as I can and never look back at my prison
My caged wingless self that cant be set free
When that door finally unlocks
When the shackles come off
And when i spread my wings to fly and explore
Dont expect me to come back
Dont expect me to stay
Because I'll be gone in the blink of an eye
And you wont be able to find me
I'll be gone like the wind -
Keys to the tower
listen to broken rhythm
of my tired heart
hear how it tries to sing
you give it false hope
a hope of painless love
but you're actions and words
are riddled with agony
agony intended to break me
i close my heart to you
listening to its protests and pleas
i try to block out the pain
try to ignore the silent weeping
as i build my walls higher
tears mixing with the mortar as i lay my bricks
deadbolts, locks and chaing
they are the dragon that guards my tower
close the curtains and bar my doors
cuddle in the corner and let myself fall in love with you
my protected sanctum keeping you from me
all the while keeping me from you
no more pain
no more tears
just a broken rhythm
beating inside the walls
of an empty tower -
Wandered
Into the light I wandered
Follwoing your voice and your promises
But when I stepped into the radiant light
I screamed in pain
My sking began to burn and turn red
I covered my eyes with scroched hands and sobbed
Hoping the tears would ease my agony
But they only stung me
You came to my side and eased the burning
Soothed my pain and i could see clearly
But when i reached out to touch you
To feel your heart beat and liste to its music
you ran away and towards someone else
I can hear the Dark call to me
Beckon to me
I turn around and head back to my black sanctum
I look back and begin to feel myself cave
I let go and fall to the ground
Feeling the cold bitter hands of the abyss hold me
Comfort me
And i fade away -
Broken lulllaby
Rock a by baby
High in the tree tops
When the wind blows
The tree will sway
A branch breaks
And down comes the baby
Cradle and all
Her world flashes before her eyes
Branches breaking under her
Not a sound she makes
No cries or screams
Silent as the wind
When she reaches the bottom
A strong arm to catch her
A soft hand to stroke her cheek
A gentle voice to sing her to sleep
A lullaby
"Rock a by baby
In the tree tops
When the wind blows
The craddle will rock
When the bow breaks
The craddle will fall
And down will come baby
Craddle and all" -
18
Another year gone
Another fight won
Another day passed
Another second, minute, hour
One more branch on an ever growing tree
18 candles on the birthday cake
Another moment
Another memory
One more sting of pain
Wiped away a few more tears
One more heart break
18 more laughs
Hugs and smiles
Another obstacle beat
Another maze finished
One more step
One more fall
18 more "i love you's"
Another loss
A few more friends
Another worry
One more disappointment One more celebration
Another dream gone
A few more hopes faded
18 candles
One more wish
One more night
Another secret
Another love
One more tear
One more goodbye
Another hello
A thousand more reasons to live
18 candles -
Follow me
Follow me
Down the desolate path
Over the roots sticking out of the dried ground
Past the fallen signs that tell you to turn back
Follow me into the dark
Listen to my voice as you get lost
You look in every direction frantically
Trying to find me
Follow my voice as it echoes in the air
You begin to grow tired and cold
The ground starts to look the same
The marks you left to find your way back
Are now gone
You are alone and still listening to my voice
Listening to it get farther away
You begin to wonder where i have gone
Which direction i took
Where i turned as your tried to follow me
I never left
I never took a step down the path
You followed what you thought was me
And you are lost
I will come looking for you
So you can follow the real me
And we can get out of this darkness
Together -
Sea of broken promises
Your promises are as sweet as the summer rain
They fall effortlessly and in an abundance
Drowning me out
Im swimming in your empty promises
They squeeze the air out of me as they break
Suffocating me in this sea of lies
How can such a soft, sweet thing
Be so deadly and cruel?
Every drop; every promise
Making it much harder to breathe
I can feel my body begin to weaken
To lose the ability to fight back
Your sea gets deeper and wider
Soon its pitch black and cold
How can something so innocent
Ruin a life and take it away?
Sink to the bottom and never see the truth again
Drowning in your promises
In your lies -
Black bird
High in the tree
How you look down at me
Staring into my soul
Learnign all of my fears
Listening to every secret
Seeing every pain
Do you judge me like i judge myself?
Do you feel as i feel?
Black bird how is it
That you can find the courage to fly
And i find it easier to hide?
Could you teach me how to be free
Just as you are
Or am i doomed to stay under your watchful eye?
Black bird, mystical black bird
Teach me to sing as you do
To fly and be fearless as you
Show me the way out of this hell
Or leave me here
And feast upon my dead, broken body
Black bird
High in your tree
Staring down at me
Watch how i do not move
Do not breathe
My eyes open and vacant
Can you show me how to be free? -
Dark addiction
Ripped from the roots of my mind
The nightmares become real
The monsters come to life with their blank stares
The secrets that have stayed hidden run wild and free
I can feel it closing in on me
The ice cold breath on my sking
I close my eyes so i dont see it
But even then it does not disappear
My dark addiction
Now creeps up on me
Whispering in my ear; persuading me
I can feel the tingling sensation
The sweet relief and chills that i have begun to forget
With every thought
Every word; Whisper
I can feel myself caving in
Wanting it and needing it like i did before
I reach for it,
And push it away
Push away the voice and the monsters
Push paste the nightmares and shake off the feelings
I push my way throught until there is only me
Until i feel the tears falls
Push until my dark addiction is no more
And there is only me -
Shell
A life I once knew
Fading into the black
A place I once called home
A sanctuary that is falling apart at the seams
Every memory
Every happy thought falls like broken glass
I use to know this place
Like the back of my own hand
Like my reflection in the mirror
And now it has become distant
Unfamiliar and strange
I dont know this place anymore
And deep down a part of me doesnt want too
I am stranger
A shadow
In my own head
In my own made up world
The only things that I know now
Is that i just want to walk away
And pretend that none of this existed
Turn away
Turn back
And run away
Far from this nightmare
Far away from this shell that use to be my home -
Invisibly seen
One thosand tears for one troubled heart
A broken life hanging by a thread
Does anyone notices it?
Does anyone care?
Can you hear the cries
The pleads and the begging
For just one person to care
For just one person to save it
To fix it and put it back together
To save it fron this prison of pain
A prison of nightmares
See how it trembles
How scared it is
Does anyone reach out to comfort it
To hold it and sat everything will be better?
Does anyone see
The thousand tears
For a troubled heart
For broken life
Now gone and falling -
The farewell
The pain I feel
Doesnt stop me from smiling
The tears I cry
Doesnt keep my heart from beating
I feel so dead on the inside
I have done wrong
And i cannot fix it
The anger i feel
Doesnt keep me from trying
How could i have?
i see myself in the mirror
and i dont like who i am
I hurt them without meaning to
And now inside i am dying
Does anyone see that i meant no harm?
Or do they prefer to blame me
I stole a love that wasnt mine
Broke hearts that didnt need to be broken
So with this last poem
I say goodbye
Goodbye to the happiness i could never have
To the friends i abandoned
To the pain and sadness i had caused
With this blade
I sign my farewell
A signature i havent tasted in so long
How sweet the sharpness feels on my skin
Does no one see
That i am hurting too?
I take my leave
and a note
with the simple words
"Im sorry"
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