Moonlightninja?
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ok, it all takes place from the beggining of 6th grade[august27,2011] -now
day1
i walked into my school on the first day, hoping to get a class with one of my friends. but i got a class by myself. accually everybody in my class i hated. it was either the "i`m popular and you arent" people. the people who were "trying to be irritating and yet everybody still loves us." tthe "pervy nerds" and the "lonely irritating people but are accually good friends"
i hung out with the last group, their names are alexia, quiniya[she is african] and deja.
i didnt like them but they were good people so i tried to get along with them. to them i was like the "funnest,smartest and the most wanted to hang around them"i know because they would tell me and i would occasionally catch them in a fight over me [yeah, they were accually that low to fight over someone :/]
this went on for about a month. me being the quiet one but around my friends, lets say i was crazy and i liked to talk about.. death. and killing people n stuff.
then a pesty girl named kaneasha[i dont know where the hell she got that name from] cae, he was mean and rude and loud but everybody loved her. one day we wee doing centers [yes we do that still] and i had to be in a group with her. i already didnt like her cause she was mean to my friends. and the teacher pissed me off so i didnt wanna do any work so i refused to do anything. so just because i refused to do a math game she yells around the classroom saying "ohh this retard over here dont wanna f---in work, you a retard little girrl you little retard i wanna hit you,"
me being smart reconizes her ignorance. you i leave it alone while everybody in the class laughs. i put my head down and pulls out my mp3 player and plays music in spanish [hey it calms me down]
later on, on a un-usual cheerful monday somthing good happens my friend from kindergarten comes back [she was my best friend ever and she liked the same boy i liked, and moved suddenly out of nowhere, i -
MoonlightNinja NewbieWow... That girl is a b-tch. Sorry of the language.
By the way, what happened next? -
hey this is really cool. I totaly remember sixth grade like this... But over all goths rule. Write more!
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ok
[i always wonderd about her, cause she left suddenly]
her name is lisandra
she was like a clone of me, we liked the same bands we laughed at the same things, it was perfect.
i was finally happy in school, me and her were unseperateable. then one day she got me and another girl named jasmine to talk, he was awesome too. it was like heaven, school was great, i looked forward to go everyday.
lets skip to...november.
in school we had to line up to do a bathroom break [btw this is still elementary where i`m at XD so excuse the childish things we do]
when we are going back in the room. this girl named kiana[its spelled differently, but i dont like how its spelled] claims i pushed her but i wasnt even there.i walked off and sat across the hallway from everybody else. so when she said that, im like "no, why would i push you thats dumb. i DIDNT PUSH YOU!"
now she is all like "you a fag ad you ugly and you mama ugly and you poor" i`m on the edge of tears, not because of the words. but because when i get too pissed off i cry of frustration.
[somthing to get you a little father on, i`m nowhere near done] -
MoonlightNinja NewbieAw, poor you :(
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It happens to every one. Alot. Peole are just stupid
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i tell her, cause i was mad " i hate you ,you little dumb--- and if i knew better i woud kill you"
yeah, i know i was wrong, but i was angry, i loose it.i have a temper.
yet, the dumb--- kept going and when i got in the line to go to lunch the girl alexia pushed me. so i got back in the line and she pushed me again. so i got angry and pushed her back. my parents always figjt them only if they put their hands on you firs. so i obeyed. i pushed her. she backed off but she was talking about me too. she was like " you ugly yellow b----[ i`m mixed with african-ametican and caucasian, only somhow i turned out yellow :/]
i ignored it. then apparently jasmine and alexia were closer to eachother and went aginst me. alexia,jasmine,and kiana hungout with eachotherall day constantly giving me glares. i ignored it and talked to my loyal friends [quiniya,lisandra,and deja]
then at the end of the day alexia went in my desk and threw all my things on the floor. so i went in her desk i knocked over things and ripped her books and notebooks[hey! i`m fighting fire with fire]
then kiana started namecalling again "you ugly emo dumb retarfed whore" i cried in frustration again and when i got outside and my sis saw me crying [we live like a block away from school so we walk home]
this set her in defenseive mode and she went off, she was like "were alexia at and were kiana at, i`ll deal wit alexia later i could beat her ass anyday where is kiana?" jasmine was let off the hook because she apologized. and she didnt do any harm to me that much
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we went home. nothing happened because it snowed and we werent allowed to walk home and we didnt want my mama to know.
skip to december,20, christmas break
i was ok, it was almost christmas. i set aside all my problems. i got a
~3dsi
~guitar
well, i got more stuff but thats all that matters.
when i got the 3dsi i decided to get back on gotoquiz [i was here previously, when i got back on i decided to start over] i talked on here alot. GTQ Was also apart of the change in my life
i made friends then i reluctantly clicked on the religeon fourm.
that changed my whole views on christianity. i did still believe in god. but i found some stories stupid and i found him unfair. i hated him for a while. not lets skip to the night before school sharted
i was sitting in my bed. staring at the ceiling and thinking " if i was tough like my sister, i wouldnt be bullied like this" i didnt change. but i thought heavily about it
when i got back to school nobody said nothing about it. it was a regular day.
then the worst happened
[we sit in groups x=/]
i sat in a group with kaneasha, kiana, jasmine [a differet one. so i`ll call her jas] and alexia. jas was a replica of kiana. but jas was more of a whore
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MoonlightNinja NewbieWhoa. You're lucky to have a sister like that. Say strong buddy!
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i was quiet the whole day. listening to them talk about dumb stuff while jas quietly made comments on how ugly she thought i was.
i put this here because i realized. somtimes. bullies can be nice. because kaneasha was being nice and i didnt mind jas. she was a whore. whats worse than that.?
finally he moved me. everybody was nice now [its around march now]
i started to talk to jasmine more, and then we becaue un-speperateabe again. alexia was b----y at times. and kiana backed off.
it was then my old friend quiniya. i cant rember. i think she called my sis a whore because she only hung out with guys
that got me pissed because knowing my sister would stick up for me like that and one of my very best friends would say somthing like that knowing it would hurt my feelings.
she then turned her rude comments at me when i told her not to say that again
then in the same day three guys were bulling me again [names:bryan,ramon,josh]
they were makin fun because.... i got hit by a car in the third grade [:( worst day of my life]
they were "like you got trucked "
skip to night time
i was in my bed and i thought about changing myself again. i wasnt gonna let nobody hurt me again, not anymore so i did change.
i went to school. and if anybody said anything i said something like " you dont know how crazy my family or i can be. i could have a uncle strsight out of jail to come beat you up so i advise you to leave me alone"
after that everybody praised me.
[i havent posted for a while so here you go >. -
MoonlightNinja NewbieYou're the example of being strong. Keep that up! Don't let anyone push you around!
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[skip to like...april 20]
i got along with eveyone now. i wanted to say somthing i would blurt it out. at this piont it was near the end of the school year. the teacher didnt even teach.
then the thing tht changed my life happened. my teacher switched kaneasha with a boy named jalean from another classroom.
[skip to about a week]
my teacher let me sit next to him, i swear he is the funniest,sweetest guy ever. i started to like him and i could tell he liked me. but the problem is we are both shy. his friendshave even came up and told me he liked me. i was way too shy.
then lisandra one day hit depression. she started cut herself. i convinced her out of in but since both jasmine and lisandra cut themselves, out of nowhere people ended up calling me emo too >:/
that was crazy. and skip to about may 14 [2days after mah birthday ^-^]
my crush kept growing bigger. the little things he did showed he cared. i wrote my favorite bands name on arm and he told me to stop because it was bad for my skin and when everybody else was doing it he said nothing, plus he made me laugh alot. doom we were unseperateable. -
MoonlightNinja NewbieAw! How sweet!
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skip to about,....june.
the last few weeks of school were awesome.
i got along with EVERYONE
i could walk in the classroom and everybody could say hey and try to talk to me. then, lisandra was moving again. it was hortible. i was crying like a baby alot. and from the begining i promisedi wouldnt get attached. but soon i got over it. we still talk now on a different website {some reason she refused to join gotoquiz]
skip to.. june 15
this is summer break for about a week now and i am currenlty in north carolina] i met some really cool people on gotoquiz.[mostly gonna be about gotoquiz and jalen]
i met a gotoquizer. i`m not gonna say his na,e but i grew a crush on him. then i found out that is was somthing that made me know he`d never like me the feelings didnt change. this carried of for about 4-5 dsys then a friend found out. somhow i stopped. but then jalen came to mind luckily he gave me his number before we left -
i promised the gotoquizzer that i`d tell jalen if he told HIS crush he liked him too. i owned up to my promise and[ill just post the conversaton
[this is about last week now]
me:lets play t or d
him:ok. i wanna go first. kristen t or d
me:d
him:dare you to...give me a hug
me:ok, when i see you. t or d
him:t
me:who do you like
him: i dont wanna tell you. you`ll hate me
me: tell me buddeh *pokes*
him: you
me: really *blushes*
him:*blushes* yeah.
me:why
him: you are beautiful ans sweet. you are like no other girl and i love you for that
me:[i was a idiot XD] daww
we had to get off after that
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