My heart's only love.
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Thread Topic: My heart's only love.
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care_bear19 NoviceFor: RedRose2
From: care_bear19 (me, duh xD)
Sometimes I wonder what it's like. Those people that are always happy, and have no reason not to be. Sometimes, I ache to be that person. And I try so hard to act like I am sometimes. But I get sad often, and when I do I push people away. I don't want to do that with you. And I never will.
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care_bear19 NoviceIf I do try and push you away, please don't listen to me, no matter what I say. Because I'm only saying those things becase i'm scared. Scared you'll see the messed up part of me I push down. I'm scared that if you see that part you'll run away. Hell, if I could I'd run away from that part of me too. Lots of people say that I'm sweet, and kind, and helpful. That's only because i'm working so damned hard to make up for my mistakes. Ya know.. the last thing my best friend said to me before she died was "I hate you". She wrote me a lwtter before she... and told me she didn't mean it. But it was such a stupid fight. I don't even fully remember what we had been fighting about. I'd give almost anything to go back and fix that, to hug her and tell her everything was alright. But I didn't and there's nothing I can do now to change that. So please, don't let me push you away. I promise I don't ever want you to go away. I just am letting my insecurites fill my brain in that moment.
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care_bear19 NoviceYou have every part of my heart. All of it. And that scares me too. But in a good way. It's scares me because I know you can break it, I knowthat my heart is completely at your mercy. But I know you'd never intentionally hurt me and I'd rather give you my heart then ever live without you. You're the most beautiful, kind-hearted soul I have ever met. You give me butterflies even from so far away. When I'm not talking to you, I'm thinking about you. Coming home and talking to you, even if it's for a moment, is the brightest part of my day. I love you so much baby. Don't ever forget that.
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care_bear19 NoviceDon't ever forget who you are. And don't let anyone ever change you or put you down. You're are perfect and unique. And I love all the more for it. You said that you're the girl that no one really pays any mind too. But you caught my attention from the moment I met you. Within a week of meeting you I already had a crush on you. You sparked an interest in me, I wanted to know you, the real you, I wanted you to be mine. And now you are and I'm the happiest I have been in a very very long time.
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care_bear19 NoviceI've never been quite so open about myself. With anyone. I've always put a wall up to protect myself. But with you... I just want to be completwly open. I feel as though I can be myself with you, and I want to show you every peice of me. Even the broken parts, because maybe you can fix them? You fixed my heart. I want to e strong for you, to take away all your pain, take away any weight on your shoulders. I want you to be happy and healthy. Because you deserve that so much. I don't deserve you but I'm gonna work everyday to make you happy. Maybe that will make me worthy of you.
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care_bear19 NoviceGosh, when you're away I miss you so much it hurts. I just can't stop thinking about you. Last night, I had a dream that I walked to your house and we were cuddling on your couch, and I was so blissfully happy. I'venever been that happy in my entire life. I really really do love you, beautiful. Those three words aren't even strong enough to hold al my love for you. *kisses*
With all my love,
Carissa~ -
Care my hands would've already fell. Off by the second paragraph
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care_bear19 NoviceTy she's worth every word :3
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Awww thx
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