I can't hold this in any more.
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Thread Topic: I can't hold this in any more.
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I want my ex back. He shouldn't have changed for me, I should've changed for him. I should've shut up more and listen to him, two people make a couple, right? I didn't deserve happiness,he did. And I just made him miserable. The truth is, I knew we wouldn't have been a couple everyone expected. We had different interests, different styles, and just overall opposite. I knew. I should've tried harder to understand what he said and what he did and wha he liked, but I didn't. And that was a big mistake. I was too stupid to realize until after it was over, I needed him way more than I thought. I took him for granted and I regret that. Not because I need to have a boyfriend but because he was, still is, an amazing person and an amazing friend and that all changed after I screwed everything up. If I could change the past I would, but I can't. So if this person thinks he knows who he is and who I am all I have to say is this:
I'm sorry. It's my fault it didn't work out and although we're different I love you. Yes I do mean that in present tense because I really do still love you. I love talking to you and being friends with you and just seeing you post made me smile more than anyone I know in person could. I know you won't want me back, but I just had to say this. -
Well, you can't change your past actions, that's for sure.
But maybe he'll forgive you. Maybe you guys can turn back the clock... but if he has a new girlfriend, forget it and DON'T mess with his new relationship {if he has one}.
You can apologize to him and make it sound sincere, not halfhearted. And if he accepts, then this time, treat him nicely and like a REAL girlfriend, not like a b----. Not saying you were one, but it's how things are. -
GermanUnicorn NewbieWell said, Kirby.
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That was sincere. I spent a lot of time trying to figure out how to best word it and it took a lot to even post it although I'm not in my real account.
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:\ This post made me feel like an ass in a relationship I had.
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I don't think he's going to realize who I am unless I use my regular account. Wonderful.
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