I am so good at pretending
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Thread Topic: I am so good at pretending
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I don't like talking about this at all because it makes people confuse my sexuality at a stage where I'm like sort of confused about it.
When I was like ten, I actually did have my first kiss, it was with a girl. At the time I wasn't really clear on the whole gay thing so me and this girl didn't know any better. I was at her house working on HER project (I never liked this girl and I never will) and she randomly said to me, "I want to know what kissing feels like and I'm scared when I get married that my husband will say I'm a bad kisser." I replied back with just nodding and continuing on doing HER f---ing project (I was supposely 'helping' her out) a couple of minutes passed until she said, "do you wanna pratice" I just looked at her knowing I didn't want to at all, but I was a whimp at the time and so I went a long with it. AND DUDE SHE SUCKED AT KISSING. Gonna feel bad for her future husband lol.
This wasn't something romantic or lovey-dovey (the girl is 100% straight and crazy) But this girl didn't know what she was thinking. Like really, if she wants to pratice, PRATICE WITH A f---ING PILLOW.
Over time I had no clue if I should count that as my first kiss, because it wasn't attractive and I sort of counted it as a pratice kiss. Although it has come to me that it does count and it doesn't matter if I don't like the person or not, a kiss is a kiss.
And what's not so funny is that this chick is a homophobe! b----! If she doesn't like homosexuals then why did she FORCE me to kiss her? (it wasn't just one time, she used to bother me with 'praticing' all the time) -
*me and her didn't know anything, not any better
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All I can say is....you have a pretty dramatic life.
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Yup. I'm always trying to stay away from drama :\
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Holy shiet woman. ._. That sucks.
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Whoah...she is a creeper
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I used to carpool with her for three years until I moved ^_^
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