Advice? Maybe? Idk? If you want?
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Thread Topic: Advice? Maybe? Idk? If you want?
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*long and kinda pathetic but yeah thank you to anyone who reads this whole thing*
So. Those of you who don't remember me, I used to be on here a LOT a few years ago, like Idk 3 or so was it???? Idek.but anyway, I am back because I have exhausted all my other resources for anon advice and my first thought was you guys lol. So
I am a girl. Not necessarily straight, Idk. But I have a crush on this guy. Have since like 8th grade, and I am now in 11th. I do not have any classes with said guy, despite the fact that last year I had literally half of my school day with him and I got used to seeing him all the time and I feel I may have maybe Idk made
progress in the area of this? But anyway,
This year I have no classes with him at all. Nor do I even really see him in the hallways. And we don't talk outside of classes. But this year I was determined to like, NOT be a loser from afar and actually talk to the kid and my best friend for some reason has this crazy notion that would actually be a dream come true that we'll some how some way get him to go to prom with me
But, that's not gonna happen if I don't talk to him. And I can't talk to him if I don't even see him. But yesterday I walked a different way to my English class and passed him, so obviously I'll be walking that way everyday lol. But, that's not it.
Last year, I always caught him staring at me with this adorable outwardly blankish expression like he was absorbed into something, I guess is how I would explain it? (we are both shy as f--- unless with our close friends) even when we were like in a group of people. And I was NOT imagining it. I swear to god I always saw him looking at me.
Also, in physics class one time as we were working on classwork in a group with us and a mutual friend, we literally stared into each other's eyes for a solid, Idk, 6 seconds maybe? but it was a long time and it prob would have been longer if I hadn't realized what was happening and sheepishly looked away
But then in 8th grade, long time ago I know but I swear to god it happened. We were in health class, and I got up to get a text book, and I was the ONLY ONE walking or even up from their seat, and as I passed him, I swear to god I heard my friend (who was sitting next to him) say in a teasing semi hushed voice "ohh here comes *my name*" and him say "shut up" in a shy way back. Like it could have been my imagination but I swear that is what i heard.
And then there's the fact that, in the diary thing I had going on in the notes of my phone I 8th grade which I still have, I apparently "knew" that he had liked me in 6th grade. But I swear to god I do not even remember knowing this kid before 8th. Idek
So, these have just been a few notable instances regarding this kid to give you a bit of background info. But, I am extremely confused on how the actual f--- I am going to pursue my goal of, this year, finally "making a move", if you will, and finding out how he feels about me. But this is almost impossible considering I don't have ANY f---ING CLASSES with the dude.
If anyone actually took the time to read all of that, I love you, and if you have some sort of comment or advice, even if it's like "wtf loser", I will accept that because I would agree with that. So yeah. Advice maybe..???? -
Holy fuchsia that's long af I am sorry that was not supposed to be that long oh my gosh
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Well thanks, I totally appreciate it.
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