well s---. I haven't been on in a while.
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Thread Topic: well s---. I haven't been on in a while.
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So. I'm back. Miss me? I've missed it here. Ya know why? Because the people here were the only people I could really talk to about this stuff aside from my best friend. And, just saying, you guys were a tremendous help. Hence, why I have decided to come back. Maybe some of you actually still remember me XD. Hopefully it didn't change too much since I've gone :P
So, there is this guy that I currently have taken a liking to. At least, I think. See, this is why I have come here. Because, since I really have no friggin' clue about my own feelings, partially because I haven't liked anyone in a while, and I haven't been able to get together with my best friend to talk about stuff like this recently, and my other friends are literally NO HELP AT ALL. So, feel free to ask whatever questions you may please since I'm just going to give the basic run down right now since I'm really supposed to be doing my homework right now and it's late at night and AP Physics is the death of me. So, here goes:
His name's Lucas, he's in the same grade as me (10th), and is also very smart and he's in accelerated courses, like me (if it may help, the classes we have together are Honors Global, AP Physics, gym class (somewhat awkward at times), and Honors English). He is also very nice (to me at least- I've not yet mastered how to judge other people's character when I'm not there) and very funny. I've known him since 6th grade, and actually known him known him since like 8th or so. Let me just tell you right now: this is not a kid I expected to like. He has dated my friends before, and plus, usually the longer I know someone, the less attractive (not necessarily implying looks, ya know) they become, but evidently not the case here, is it? He's also pretty good looking too. We are in the same friend group, but I suppose you could say we're on opposite ends of it. I'm friends with most of his friends, he's friends with most of my friends, all that stuff, but we rarely talk ourselves unless we're in a group together for classwork or labs and such. He plays soccer (ironically, all the guys I have ever liked are soccer players lol).
The kicker though: I have no idea if I really like him or not or just think I do. Now, I know you probably won't be able to give much help because you don't know me in person, but it's worth a shot, right? I havn't liked anyone in over a year now and so Idk if I have just forgotten what being attracted to another person feels like and actually do like him, or if I really don't like him and just think I do. I mean, last year, there were plenty of guys that I thought were cute or I could like if I had gotten to know them, but I didn't. See, Idk if I had just grown out of it or forgotten what it feels like to have a "butterfly stomoch" if you will, but I don't have that. Or at least I don't think so. Perhaps I had just grown out of that and the lack of doesn't mean anything? Perhaps the lack of implies a much stronger bond than a simple middle school crush, like all my past had been? Or, perhaps it just simply implies a lack of interest in this boy in this way and I'm just trying to create something that isn't there? I really DON'T. FRIGGIN'. KNOW.
Anything you can think of to possibly help me? Anything at all? I gtg now because it's now like 9 and still have a s--- ton of physics homework to do that will probably take me until midnight. Well, to anyone who actually read that long ass thing: THANK YOU!!! Please comment something, so I know there are those that exist that might care enough to read this? :) lol, it doesn't even have to be anything meaningful, just something to show you exist XD
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Holy crap someone please care enough to read this please lol
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I think I remember you... But TL;DR.
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TL;DR?
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