Sigh
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Thread Topic: Sigh
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I dunno what is it with me, but in relationships I worry to much about the other to the point where I kinda become obsessive-it's not cool.I hate it so much. I know I've stated this before in previous threads but I can't fix this problem. Another thing I noticed is I always feel as though I'm not good enough, like...they can do so much better. If I were to leave or something they'd have no problem finding new love and I'd be forgotten.However I love them to death and I'd go out of my way to be with them and love them...when I'm with them I literally forget whats around me and all I see is them.Nothing else matters, but when they're gone I begin to feel...down.At the same time though thinking about my time with them makes me smile and my spirits are lifted. I dunno maybe I just need to focus on my life more lol, my job and hobbies...I guess I over analyze certain things and end up making myself feel this way.I had the day off today but didn't enjoy it because I kept thinking of all this...I relaxed a little when I saw movies and drew a bit-played guitar but I couldn't really focus.Believe me I know I must come off as annoying and needy, I'm a bit annoyed at myself right now as well.I thought about visiting some friends I haven't spoken to in a while to get stuff on my mind.I'm afraid to though, soon as I start to feel better something comes up to f--- it all up again, jeez I feel like I typed to much.
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I don't worry about them cheating or anything like though, just weird s--- like them getting hurt or something.I have a lot of trust in them.I guess I just need to remember that people got s--- to do, lol. They can't always be there when you want them to be.
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pickles123 NoviceToo much writing
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lol, well if you're going to be on a forum where its mostly words I'd hope you be willing to read a lot-because that's what you do most of the time anyway :P
This was venting though, I didn't really expect/ask anyone for advice.
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