Why do I even bother trying?
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Thread Topic: Why do I even bother trying?
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- If I have a girlfriend, there's something 'wrong' with me or I wasn't 'raised properly', even though it has nothing to do with being a choice or the environment.
- If I have a boyfriend, dad would scare him away. Nor can I ever have the ones I actually would want to try to be with, it's always a guy that's in my friend zone that asks me.
I see my future already...Alone. With no little boys like I'd wanted. -
Mo, that's not true. You and Alice are wonderful together, and if your dad doesn't get it it's his fault. You're awesome, and you won't be alone.
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I feel horrible. Mainly for the fact that I can't really give you little boys. >.> It's times like these where I wish I weren't a woman..
Your father doesn't get it. There is nothing wrong. Even my parents understand it, and they're stubborn. It's a horrible thing for your dad to be saying that kind of thing.
You won't be alone, and I can promise you that. I'll wait for however long it takes, and if it can't happen then like hell I'll make it happen. I'm not going to let this kind of s--- happen to my rosa. -
Yeah right...I don't honestly think that I won't screw this up at some point.
Jay just got lucky that Evan puts up with his shit. -
I love you so much that I'm finally crying...I'm just so sick of feeling alone. It's actually times like that make me want to have a day of school where you don't do anything except talk to your friends.
Honestly, the only person in my family that I could ever talk to has become a lying, deceiving bitch that got herself knocked up like a dumbass. -
I'm so sorry.. ;n; I wish I could be over there to hug you. f--- this distance..
Lo siento, that's horrible. I know how that feels like and I really wish that you wouldn't have to go through that type of thing... You sincerely don't deserve the s--- you get, mi vida. -
I don't like being here either...
I can never say anything without either feeling stupid or hated. Then when I find people I relate to, they move away or they're older so I don't see them very much. I just hate it here...And I've honestly grown sick of half my family.
It's funny, because if I told them any of this, my dad would want to send me to a therapist. Probably because he doesn't want to be the one to listen to it... -
I know what its like.When people figure out I'm with another guy they get give me a weird look,it always hurts me inside.
But Mo,screw what anybody says.Don't let it get in the way of you being happy. -
It's a lot harder when you have a father that says he'll love you no matter what then points out that the only reason he thinks my brother and I wouldn't be 'different' is because he 'raised us properly'. Guess he fucked up with me then!
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I'm sorry you're feeling conflicted, Mo-senpai. I know you and Alice can work this out somehow. And I really hope you get the little boys you want. You'll be an excellent mother. And no one will ever fuck with those children. :I
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I know the feeling. When my parents found out that I'm bi, all they said was, "Miki, you're not really this way. You've been manipulated into thinking it!" Now I have to pretend like it was a phase just to please them. What's even worse is that my mother is always saying that she's accepting of homosexuality, but once she finds out I'm bisexual she freaks out. It's like it's okay unless it's me.
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I have a feeling my mom wouldn't care as much as my dad.
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