Are u rich?????

I'm nearing the end of my fourth yearI feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tearsEveryone seemed to say it was so greatBut did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?I can't help the fact I like to be aloneIt might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to knowI tend to handle things usually by myselfAnd I can't ever seem to try and ask for help

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dressI'd be the prom queen if crying was a contestMakeup is running down, feelings are all aroundHow did I get here? I need to knowI guess I maybe had a couple expectationsThought I'd get to them, but no I didn't