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Not exactly summer school but I still have Maths and Physics and Chemistry classes. And E-guitar. Okay let me tell you the whole story about why I study so much. In here, after you finish your 4th grade of highschool you have to take the hardest exam on earth called "Konkour" to get into university and everyone has to take it depending on their major, which they choose in their second grade of highschool. My major is Mathematics and physics which means I don't study biology anymore but I have to study Maths and physics twice as much as those who study biology. Being in this 'special talents' school, they make us study for Konkour since our first year of highschool. And that was why I tried so hard in 8th grade to get accepted in this school. Yeah it is really hard but I'm thinking about the future and all you know... :/

It has signs of satan in it because they scream amazing lyrics which 85% of the people don't understand, oh and has awesome music. -__-

=) Haha it's okay! It's like learning to ride a bicycle. You fall a few times but slowly get better and better. My sister got her license and she is TERRIBLE.

Doesn' t suck more than THIS hell hole, trust me. And yeah I wanna live there too :/ It's such a small city but there are a billion things you could do. All those shopping malls and parks and amusement parks and water parks and aquariums and zoos and festivals and concerts and fake snow parks and the beach and the desert and flying with helicopters and jets and huge balloons and bungee jumping and those awesome towers and buildings and hotels and That's only what IIII know about it! D':

Well it does take time to get used to a country/state and its people. But why don't you keep in touch with your friends? Don't be scared of the social network. You were even scared to give me your email man. That's how people keep in touch nowadays. Like, make an Instagram account. I don't know, Snapchat, Twitter, whatever. You'll meet intresting people there who don't care about where you live. And you'll even feel closer to your friends. Yes, it is a stupid world. Like if I didn't have an Instagram or WhatsApp, I wouldn't have been close to any of my friends. I hate it. It sometimes looks... fake, you know?

And Heeey, you shouldn't lose yourself. It's horrible. It's like you are your own enemy. NEVER lose yourself. After all in the end, you've got no one but yourself in the whole world. No friends, no family, no lover will always be there till the end of time, But You yourself. YOU should be the most important thing in your life. Find yourself again. Maybe you're right. Maybe you do need to lose yourself a bit but just to find the better version Yourself. That's what happened to me. I changed a bit.You've got to Make a good life. Things aren't just gonna happen. You've got to make them happen, In the way You like them to be. Your looks and personality? I'm sure you're beautiful. I know you are. Everyone is beautiful in their own, different ways. More self confidence, that's what you need. Ofcourse you're smart. And no you're not alone. And yes people do love you.

Well.... I had to study Geometry the entire day for my final so I didn't get to do anything. But I got alot of texts from my friends wishing me a happy birthday so I guess that's cool. :) I never really expect much for my birthdays. And no I didn't really get any gifts :/ OOOH my bestie got me 2 necklaces in the shapes of Tool And Metallica band logos :'D That's enough to make me happy. ^__^ Oh and me parents got me a golden necklace~

That's what I thought!! Haha.

By the way, I remember that,On second of June a lovely guy told me that he likes me more than just friends and asked me if I liked him back. I was so happy that I kinda forgot how to speak, Cause actually I liked the guy so much, since the first day I saw him. After a few days I accepted to date him and that was when I found out that I truly Love him. And now, after Six months not only I keep on loving him, but my love to him grows stronger with every single heartbeat. Happy Six Month Anniversary. =)

Can't I miss you? I guess you forgot that I love you.

But just after an awful day (yesterday) , today was Awesome!

I skipped school today >=] Yep. My friends and I ran out of school before the last class. And I even told my parents about it, It felt awesome! And then in the afternoon I went shopping,didn't study my lessons AT ALL,I have biology exam tomorrow. Then a guy asked me to call him.

Well yeah, Who wouldn't want physical contact instead of virtual contact? But that's all you've got right now so try to enjoy it as much as possible. And parents issues? That's something I've been trying to deal with since the day I was born. It does make us sad to see our loved ones like that, but you've got to understand that their issues have nothing to do with you and that you can't do anything to make them better. So just let them solve their problems by themselves and don't think about them too much. It takes time though. All those problems that you have take a long time to leave you. I know exactly how bad it feels..

And well.. To be honest I always felt like you changed So much after you moved to America.

I do wanna know why..

It happens, Specially at this age. So you've just got to get your mind away from it. Suicide is a weak act. You shouldn't kneel before life's bullcrap. Things will change eventually. It's happened alot to me. Even self harming. But things like that will do nothing but make you sadder, and make your problems look bigger. So just live through it and stay strong. Try to focus on the good points of life, things you like the most, things you like to do.

Is there a special reason for how you feel?

Well, I have tried to leave you. But I never did. You're just a part of me now, Whether I like it or not. To be honest, You're one of the main reasons why I've changed. I might not show it that much but I did change. It took me a year to stop being so much in love with you. Yeah that's too much time... What's the point in loving someone who doesn't like you back? But well you know. I've erased the bad things and memories that used to be between us and some of the good things that might still make me sad. Eventhough I think like everything is finally over for me, I still have that feeling were I think like I have to be there for you when you're sad or when you need something/someone, although I can't do anything for you. It still makes me sad to see you sad and stuff like this. And I don't know why.

Well.. I don't know how to put this but I mean like... You weren't as happy and cheerful and energetic as you used to be. Like you were trying to hide something that was making you sad. Well we were in a relathionship back then and I used to feel like I wasn't that important to you anymore. Or like You had a lot more on your mind that I felt like you didn't care or think about me anymore. Meh I was stupid, I know. But You're alot more mature now. Not that you weren't before. You're just different from the guy I met back in January, 2012.

Hello there~ Don't mind me, I'm just typing and playing with my phone so they think that I'm busy and so they won't bug me anymore. =)) Which is not working ;-; PANIIIC HELP ME VIC! Gah we have alot of guests and they're staying here and I have insomnia and stuff and our flight is early in the morning and there's alot to do eeeeeh D: I didn't even pack my bag completely. ;~; (Atleast I made my awesome playlist ^__^\m/)

Something awkward happened... Dragon asked me out O_O Look at her thread in Dating and relationships. I thought she meant friendly love... But later that day she asked me to become her Girlfriend. She cried for a whole day after I didn't accept that. And her last post on that thread is a total lie. I don't even like her anymore.

Huh...there really IS something wrong with me today....do you think this is normal?:A-I was SO dizzy that 1.I walked into a wall (i hurt my arm) 2. I kicked my head into the fridge (when i wanted to drink water) 3.I almost fell on my dad when i was walking to my room. I was dizzy all day and i could hardly balance.

B-I was as pale as a ghost today but my nose and lips were Red (like the times i cry but i didnt cry today.)

C-I had a headache and i couldn't study AT ALL.

D-I was so so tired that i fell asleep when i came back from school and my body hurt.

Huh? I don't think that's normal... *gasps*

Vic... I don't want to ruin this but.. Will you promise me you'll be 100% honest from now on? I want to be able to completely trust you again. Promise me you won't let your friend use your accout again. Please Vic, I love you too much to stay mad at you but please don't do those things again. I tried to leave so many times but I just couldn't imagine a day without you. I am not lying when I say I never stopped loving you. It's alreay hard that I can't see you or hear you or feel you beside me, So please don't make it harder. That's all I'm asking for. Just be YOU. I love who you really are, No lies no nothing. I just want YOU. Will you do that for me?